The Great ED-scape

[Notice]

2005-08-12T00:44:00.000+08:00

Ok im back and my new place is at the below mentioned URL:

Pls shift+left click the link.. Clicking it doesn't work on some browsers..

somememento.blogspot.com

So please head on down there from now onwards as this place will not be updated ever again..

Its still new.. Not sorted out yet.. Anyway pls change your link URL alrite?

Its time for a change... Its been some ride huh.. Cheers~!

Ignoto - Unknown

2005-07-16T12:50:00.000+08:00

Ack... Been too long...

Don't know how, where to start.

Listening to FFAF's "Streetcar" now... Freakin awesome song...

Love them to death...

On the other hand.. I am already in love wif so many bands..

Just bought Iron Maiden's s/t album... Explosive stuff... But the lack of production due to its age can be seen pretty clearly on the cd...

Bah.. FF, A7X, White Stripes, gah... so many.. Been to listening to them like an obsessed, possessive zombie the past few weeks.. Music nv gets boring...

"Its not your fault, you feel betrayed, you can't come out to play"

"I never listen to a word, you never say"; "We're all suckers for tragedy"

How true...

Ya back to live, nothing for u to need to know, but lots for me to share...

Life's been kind to me... Its never too kind, its like a balance... We keep falling, but yet we're always standing on our feet... We strive towards excellence, the complimentary excitment driving us forward...

I've stopped working part time, for the time being.. I dun need the extra cash right now..

Alrite times up, have to head down to church and baybeats later... To Be Continued...

Gosh

2005-07-16T00:47:00.000+08:00

Ok its been how long?

Answer : Too Long

Ya lots a things happenin,

Brief summary... Got lots of cds... Got $150 tix to catch slipknot...

Got into UQ...

Tmr is baybeats... I will keep this short... Will update a much longer one tmr or possibly sunday... Now no mood la... ChaoZ~!

2005-06-26T00:23:00.000+08:00

Just drank a huge cup of vodka mix..

Felt great...

Alright, i've listened to the new avenged sevenfold cd easily a hundred times, i am officially declaring it the best album of 2005 thus far...

It never gets boring... Unfortunately the downside that i foresee, is that the songs may get too "simple" to enjoy after maybe the thousandth spin...

Oh well...

I've forsaken my Funernal for a Friend, my Foo Fighters, my Dream Theater, and its all cos of A7X...

Now...

I think everybody is starting to see the downfall of the blogging community... What was once a fad is merely just a chore now... I mean with all the attention given to attention seeking bloggers, i guess the spotlight is all on them now... Is this worth our time?

I mean i know some ppl who spend like 2 hours a week blogging.. Which equates to 30 dollars if u had spent the time working and getting some much needed cash... Wow huh...

Or even two hours of sleeping, ain't it more worth it?

Think abt it...

It Calls For A Celebration

2005-06-11T00:59:00.000+08:00

As promised... Its not the end...

I'm back for more yea... No drop in readers i hope....

Ok i'm back cos im in a great mood...

Im earning big bucks..

Im getting to know alot more ppl... Some cute... Some not... Its a fringe benefit ha.

Tomoro i can go check out my new collegues... Ok ppl spend $100 dollars on your Citibank VISA and get a chance to win an air ticket to Melbourne, Hongkong or Shanghai~

Now i have money to buy more Cds!!! Alrite...

To celebrate such a joyous occasion... I will change the background music to something alittle more soothing...

Introducing : Avenged Sevenfold and their pop number...

Jump Ship!

2005-05-31T22:16:00.000+08:00

I've decided to abandon this post/refuge temporarily.

Not surprised?

You won't find anything new...

Correction.

Well, you won't find anything substantial to fill your oh-so-human minds (i.e. k-po)...

You might find simple posts from time to time...

Note: Not stopping, just slowing down to a crawl.

Afterall my freakin lousy english must be pissing all you people off by now...

And i think my 'definition' of this blog is somewhat different from what others have in mind...

Just writing about daily affairs? I think its just quite shallow...

Not the person!! I mean the blog will be pretty useless don't you think?

Oh course the ideal would be to pour out your heart and soul, but my nonproficientcy of the english language is stopping me dead on my tracks.

See, yes i did it again... Another major language cock-up.

I'm getting bored of all this...

All i wanna do is to leach other blogs.

Yes that's what i'll do.

Anyways i have just signed up for UQ (uni of queensland)

I wish i could stay in singapore, friends, relations, family...

Oh how i would miss the chance to ....

But between future and life as it is... I would choose future...

Not that its alot more important, but because its wad i need more...

If SMU were to offer me a place, i would most definately jump on... But its not gonna happen...

I'm still hoping though...

To feel the urgency to grasp life... SAF has made me to...

To grab what is left of it actually...

I was just thinking today...

Army has made me a much more mature person...

BULLOCKS, it is not...

But it has at the same time made me have such a tormented soul...

How? How is that possible?

Its a complicated life. It's messy too.

Like One.

2005-05-27T18:25:00.000+08:00

Haha, yea im such a child...

Naive.

I haven't done my resolution of acting my age yet... But I hope im half-way...

Don't spare me... Just dupe me off...

Been listening to audioslave's lastest at least 10 times for the past 7 days.

Check out Dandelion playing now... Its the standout track of the album...

Not cause of it being an outstanding song .. More because its so different frm what their 'standard' song sounds like...

The only quelm i have with the songs are their oh-so-standard song structures...

Its like almost every song starts with a verse, to a chorus, to a verse, to a chorus, to a bridge, and then a guitar effects solo... and another chorus...

Oh course that doesn't detract it much from being a awesome album... Stacatos and all...

Ah Boi Ah...

2005-05-23T01:18:00.000+08:00

As I listen to the new hard-rockin' Audioslave cd, I'm feeling mighty high...

Ahhh... Freakin good stuff.

I'm in one helluva good mood now larh...

With tomoro's conference off...

It has been such a relaxing weekend... A much needed break for my feeble mind to like switch off... To be totally absolutely carefree and to be able to do simple, normal activities like take morning jogs, at the same time, to appreciate mother nature...

Oh how i miss then,

Now...

Yes, i caught the Amityville horror, and well, the rest of the weekend has been so smoothly i wished this were everyweek...

Heck, i wish this was everyday u know?

Do you know?

Dreams are built on ambitions, not beds...

Fantastic service today I might add... Found out some secret rumor going about involving me.. Hahaha... Though i had suspected it awhile ago already... Ooohhh Spicy~

Ben has been improving so fast on the drums i'm pretty amazed... Its really not what i was expecting... Heh my first student has a hidden gift? Maybe... Haha... Me mentee can play the drums!!!!!!!! Not to mention, he looks so smooth playing it... Its like his stage presence comes naturally... I'm so proud of him man... Can't wait to show him off... Hahaha

Oh well, Sentosa tomoro and "ARGH-i-can't-wait-for-it" Star Wars Episode 3!!!!!

Of course smart Eb booked the tix early, and managed to secure tix to the 2nd last row of cenieleisure... Oh boy... Anxiety setting in... Though I'm not sure why the hell i'm so excited over star wars... Afterall i have never been a star wars fan, nor will i ever will be...

Yeehaa... So what if i have to book in tomoro nite?

I already feel satisfied enough being able to enjoy such a great weekend.

Elated... Absolutely...

A Chance given, A Chance taken...

Thanks.

TGFH [Thank God for Holidays....]

How could you write such a thing? What a stupid cliche Eb... TGFH... How Lame-ass!!!

Haha

Chaoz~!!

Lost In My Mind.

2005-05-21T02:52:00.000+08:00

Joel just changed my room into a friggin record studio.

An electronic drumset through a bluesbreaker does wonders i say.

I wrote a song in camp, gonna record it soon...

Anybody care to hear it?

Guess so... Bah... I can't sing for nuts...

Wads the point, if the song won't serve its purpose.

Who's listening? Everyone, BUT.

Because my shyness has cursed me upon the depths of loneliness...

Born with it, I live inside it.

I'm always a loser in this battle, failure now comes as a reminder, not a warning.

The signs are showing, but i keep taking the wrong steps, making the wrong turns...

Not that I can help it, I was born as so.

Now I realise I need more than a chance, I need help...

And probably a miracle.

It always runs two ways and never one-way, Ed. Please realise it.

Save me. Tormented me.

2005-05-17T21:19:00.000+08:00

I wanna see you tonite, dancin' in the endless moonlight.

In the parking lot in the headlights of cars, someplace... on the moon.

Still wishin' upon the stars, over the hazy field.

Sighz

2005-05-13T23:55:00.000+08:00

Stop bluffing yourself Ed.

U ain't getting nowhere wif nobody.

Or am I?

I'm puzzled.

Are you?

I'm waitin'.

Are you, not?

I ain't sure. Oh I beg of a sign to ease the suffering of a weary heart.

I'm such an idiot in this complicated game we play.

Jealousy engulfed me. Why?

I know.

Do you? Blissfully unaware that even words can kill, and are maybe better kept a secret.

Now replace kill with pierce and there, you've got it.

Stab me once and forsake me, else i might be back for seconds... or thirds...

Now let me get on with life...

Like i always say, to face and overcome disappointment is just a part of life...

Life doesn't stop for anything, or anyone for that matter.

Hopefully here is where you come in.

Its set me So Off

2005-05-07T01:02:00.000+08:00

A memory has been through my head, clinging on?
Gulp

Grey clouds are a'hanging... But black clouds are drawing nearer by the minute...

There's never a soft spot eh?

It just keeps coming at your face... Swipe after swipe... Gnawing at your heart... Your feelings...

Almost maybe like a guilty criminal without parol.

Who maybe isn't.

Framed?

Tsk. tsk.

Many lessons learnt this week.

I am someone who is very bad at carrying conversations... Very [wads new]

I've found a new found love for slping shirtless
[eewww... sees everybody gasping in horror]

I am gutless. [wads new again]

I love short dyed hair...

I reckon that i would hate long hair...

I think i think about I too much... I hate being selfish...

I watched Kingdom of Heaven and I can imagine myself being Orlando Bloom, well... without the looks alrite... But with his heart...

Nothing is more beatuiful than your soul...

Other than getting a certain attention that u desperately want...

Nothing lasts forever... So don't live to regret... If you've tried and nothing works... So be it... Keep it and maybe possibly try again another day when u think you've gotten up on the right side of the bed... Alritey?

Ok ya it was a decent week... my b-day and all... Kok is coming back tomoro (sat) hopefully can catch him...

Good evening Sirs and Ma'ams,
Just a gentle reminder to tag as u pass by... I wanna know who is here and whos not...
You could just say this page suck or that maybe i suck... Just comments pls...
Thanks for the help i appreciate it.
Rgds,
Me

Have a nice day to all.

Did this post suck?

I felt it was kinda distorted, like messy.

10 months to freedom.

9 months to australia. [prob]

By the way my name's Ed, in case u didn't know. And no i don't have a picture cos im faceless.

Weet

2005-05-02T21:40:00.000+08:00

Yea. Happy birthday ed!

U're not getting any younger ya noe?

Ate at Black Angus.

Full

Yea... Work tomoro... Nothing much...

I got NIN's With Teeth and a mighty cool shirt.

Changed song.

It's Here.

2005-04-29T21:21:00.000+08:00

May's gonna be stellar.

Hell yeah.

First uP, its my 20th. And im pretty proud of it.

SecOnd neXt, lots of freedom in my office. So thats cool.

ThiRd foLLoW, there is the PSP launch. Hopefully its Cheap.

ForTh AltErnAte, Star Wars Episode III. Yikes.

FiftH sPiN, Loads of CDs. System, NIN, Weezer, Audioslave, Gorillaz, Oasis and of course, Dream Theater. O_O

And the fifth is reason why i've bought only one cd this month, Mudvanye's latest. Like a colony of ants saving their feed for the rainy seaon.

I emulate.

Anyway Gavin DeGraw has been keeping me company in camp, Superb songs. Great tunes. So its not that bad...

Chemical-Party-Lover-DOWN

Pls note my previous post was just a big pile of random words put together. Do not try to figure wad i was saying. U will only live to regret wasting that precious five minutes forever.

Ok had a long week last week, going to have a long weekend this week. Boy it never stops does it? When the going gets slack, the slackers get slacker...

My ma'am left us... Officially... So my office is Ma'am-less... And OC is always not around... CSM doesn't bother us.. Conculsion, we are truely one-of-a-kind, FREE soldiers.

Well that can explain my new direction in life... I have transformed into someone hu is very laid back....

Which i seriously prefer... I feel at ease most of the time now...

Ok... Sorry Jason... i too shack cannot think... Just now went swimming again la... Forgot supposed to go down Hol.v tonite... Tomoro i going though... But its not china black JS haha...

Sometimes i think im becoming quite headstrong... I mean when i start to heck everything coming my way, i have a tendency to form an "ego shield" around myself... Causing me to become stubborn... Anything that i don't wanna do, or anything that doesn't concern me, is now nothing more than just a care-less matter to distract frm what i feel like doing... Its quite siong u know, but i think its a shame... Cos it makes me a hyprocrite to myself, and my principles... One of which is to help anybody, as best as possible to my limits, no matter condition or difficulty...

Ok enough of rambling... Time to enjoy me weekend and the weeks to come... ParTy On~!

[plays Tiesto tracks and gyrates to the beat]

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Seriously? Its time to kick back and get high...

Random Notes Of Life

2005-04-24T11:59:00.000+08:00

Im gonna start this "Principles Of Life" thing where i jot down phrases which basically deplict my principles...

e.g. Proud people should just go back to their homes, the shit hole

Right... There

It will be good for me. I think.

Huray

Yup. Had quite a manic weekend i might say... Jamming on Fri, the usual church on Sat and some chilling out wif dan, mak and tay at jalan kayu till the wee wee hours of the night... Interestingly though, i went through my first TP spotcheck on the way back frm Pasir Ris... Had a BMT-mates outing at seoul garden today where i got caught free-loading, cos i shimmied in when nobody was at the counter, well, but only to be caught later... SigHz... So now tired and droopy, i write this piece of tabloid wannabe article of my boring life...

Hmm actually it was pretty exciting... When compared to the NSF life...

Next week anybody up for China Black?

Bleh... i'll just wait and see

Tick Tock

Some songs, i had time on my hands, so 20 darn good songs i haf ever heard in my life.

20. System Of A Down - B.Y.O.B. (bring your own bombs) * single-handedly revived rock... And at the same time destroy packaged bands like simple fan and food charlotte...
19. Stratovarius - Black Daimond * This was THE song which kept me sane during my one month of AIT training with 4SIR sp Coy... Im so glad i bought their cd before i went into that hellhole
18. Muse - Sing For Absolution
17. Sonata Arctica - Fullmoon
16. Dream Theater - The Glass Prison * Blew me away for the very first spin till the probably thousandth time i did just an hour ago...
15. Funeral For A Friend - Rookie Of The Year
14. System Of A Down - Chop Suey * single-handedly revived rock... And at the same time destroy packaged boy bands like N' Stink and Backside Boys...
13. Simon And Garfunkle - The Sound Of Silence
12. Bon Jovi - Livin' On A Prayer
11. Sonata Arctica - The Cage * Its Pop-pier than Hillary Duff, And Sweeter than Ashlee Simpson, And its metal
10. X Japan - Kurenai
9. Dream Theater - Erotomania
8. Iron Maiden - Ghost Of The Navigator * uP the irons mate
7. A.F.I. - This Celluloid Dream
6. Nightwish - Dead To The World * You've not done your ears justice if they've not experienced this song....
5. Glay - Beloved
4. Eagle Eye Cherry - Save Tonight * Wad's a pop song doing in here? This by the way has the most catchy chorus u can ever hear EVER, In your whole damn entire life...
3. X Japan - Silent Jealousy * Its the X Japan song to own... My listened till my ears bled...
2. Janne Da Arc - Lunatic Gate * Absolute euphoria
1. Metallica - Master Of Puppets * What can i say?

There... Loads of Happy metal and Jap rock...

All pretty mainstream... Mainstream's better?

Is there any truth in that?

Maybe...

Now all i listen to is stupid thrashy cowdung dumb metal... Instead of sweet soothing pop...

There ain't no sense in this world is there?

HEY this was pretty fun... Best 20 minutes of the past one hour! Yeeha...

Off tmr...

I think my english is failing me... I sound pretty uncomprehendable in this post...

Parachuting

2005-04-17T21:29:00.000+08:00

Natch to say.

Went pretty high yesterday at km8... i mean free drinks, who can resist huh?

Saw najip ali and selena... najip was high too...

Time to book in...

Im so dead tomoro...

Soo dead... Pls keep me in your prayers... I will need them...

Thanks.

And my specilist gave me an extra 6/12 of downgrade...

Army life is really so very tidious... But when compared to others, i'd rather it tidious than shitty... Some of my brothers in green should know what i mean... Though some would disagree because of what i term false pride... Yea, I wouldn't go so far as to call it a false crusade... But if you love it so much then go on... Go sign on your life to them bloodsuckers, and if you're lucky maybe you'll get the chance to lick your CO's boots... I mean literally... IF your'se lucky my boy...

Ok dats it...

Go download/buy/borrow/find-on-the-floor these few songs... Whatever, just get them...

Rise Against - Life Less Frightening * Wordy punk

Gavin DeGraw - Follow Through * Exceptionally good song writing

Maroon 5 - This Love (Kanye West Remix) * Better than the original?

Ashee Simpson - Lala [Video] (Live At Orange Bowl) * Pls get the video, hilarious esp when she reaches the last part and her face turns red cos she ran out of breathe and screams through the rest of the song... And hear the boos after Haha

Gorillaz - Feel Good Inc. * A welcomed return

The Used And My Chemical Romance - Under Pressure * Soooo good...

Lindsay Lohan - Over * Recommended by friend, she looks seriously good in her video

Righto. Its back to chalet Buki Panjang now... Till next week end~!

Drop Dead

2005-04-12T18:20:00.000+08:00

Why are there so many different kinds of people?
Why did God place humans like my S3 in this world?

Maybe its so that i will have a much deeper understanding of how a bastard works.

No no... My S3 is not a bastard... He's much worse than that...

But enough of that already... Its my half day off today and i derserve my rest... Forget the army and focus on the more important things in life i say...

Now where was i?

Oh yea...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, bout the NUS guy...

Heh hehz...

Ok, for the ill-informed, -.- this guyfrm NUS engy fac somehow managed to get his lecturer involved in this matchmaking plan of his... Whereby a powerpoint slide would be flashed out from the projector, asking for the girl's hand... Ok firstly, its like in front of this "OMG" huge crowd all packed into a goddamn lecture theatre, secondly, its not exactly asking for the girl's hand la... just a "I give you flowers, its in front of a big crowd, you have to love me" kind-of-thing... Forturnately, or unfortunately, the girl turns him down and he walks away dejected.. Ok end of story? Not by a long shot...

Its gets pretty interesting now la... Apparently he wants to call her after "things have cooled down"... -.-

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

He is one heck of a persistant fella...

I mean, KUDOS to him man...

But...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

HeeH... [gasping] HeeEhhh.........

I was actually talking abt this, like on Sat... and LOW AND BEHOLD! It made headlines on the Sunday Times... People, its the SUNDAY TIMES!!!

like WOW.

wait wait... more like WHhhaaoooooooooo...

Slick

I mean think about it, the story has been passed on frm uni to uni, and then to army camps... and now THE PUBLIC?!?!? Geee weez... Give her a break...

She must definately have nerves of steel... how in the world does she tahan all the "looks" she gets from her school mates... and now possibly even from the totally random stranger from the streets!

KUDOS to the girl as well... She deserves a round of applause for her bravado....

Ok its bad to laugh at the expense of others, so im gonna stop this rant here... Maybe not exactly a rant... But u get the point...

Though not before a final laugh... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Yea so now [puts on a pleading tone], I should now stop adding fuel to the already burning wildfire... The girls owes no-one anything, hopefully this godawful story would just run its course and fade to black...

Heh hehz...

Absolutely hilarious...

Why am I laughing at such a tragic story???

Dunno man...

Back to more important matters... boy am i feeling the wrath of my edurance test last weekend.... The lack of slp has snowballed into one huge boulder of lethargy... and now even opening a drawer is a chore... Ok you must be bored by now... Great im bored too...

Gonna go for a 9k jog... Hopefully it does the trick...

Chaoz~

System of a down - B.Y.O.B.
" YOU! Why do you always send the poor? / My God is of spiteful blood and morbid eels / Victorious, victorious steel. / Can your spending kneel? / Marching forward hypocrite / and hypnotic computers. / You depend on our protection, / Yet you feed us with LIES FROM THE TABLECLOTH! / Chorus / Everybody's going to the party, have a real good time. / Dancing in the desert, blowing up the sunshine. / Kneeling roses, disappearing into Moses' dry mouth. / Breaking into Fort Knox, stealing out intentions. / Every city gripped in oil, Crying: "FREEDOM!!!" / Handed to obsoletion, still you feed us with LIES from the tablecloth. / Why do they always send the poor? / They ALWAYS send the poor. "

Ok im not a political kind of guy but this song really almost sums up what i feel most of the time abt war and the value of human life... Listen to it and remember not to turn down the speaker ppl... Two listens to the song will do you good...

Dope Man.

2005-04-10T22:11:00.000+08:00

Pls everybody... Read page 34.. Or maybe its page 35 of your Sunday Times...

Yes is local and yes, its our very own NUS...

Actually wrote a entry but yea as usual computer cock up... Yea but anyway it was only like four lines long la.... So doesn't really matter... Will prob re-enter tomoro or sumthing liddat... When im "oh-so-free-with-nothing-except-my-magazines-and-music-because-the-friend-who-borrowed [break] my-gbasp-went-awol-for-a-month-already" staying in for the night...

But pls do not turn you speakers off... This is really a very gd song... Yes its opening is slightly on the noisier side... But trust me... It will rawk your sawks off ppl....

Time to book in to camp Bukit Panjang (a.k.a. chalet)!!!

Some preaching here.

2005-04-08T22:03:00.000+08:00

Ok.
Yes.

I admit... Im wierd and ecentric, plus im guts-less...

But i like to keep my private life... well private Ok..

Ha its a funny story to this... But anyway yes... Its wierd...

My friend in camp asked me, "Why you don't have gf?".

For starters he is single too and he is just curious...

And i replied, "Cause nobody likes me."

And he gave me a "shocked" look...

And he continues on abt reasons on why he is puzzled...

Well thats just what seems to be the case... Spare me the details ppl... (saying this in a pleading manner and NOT in a rude way)

Well, i not in a rush and not desperate... After numorous failed attempts, lemme rephrase that, after numorous "i-dun-like-telling-people-about-my-private-life-thats-why-only-one-or-two-people-know-about-it" failed attempts.... GASP... I think its really up to God to decide... He gives, we take... Simple?

I know it sounds fairly prophetic... But honestly thats how i feel... Quoting a friend, "In life, you can't have everything you want.", and i seriously think God has played many tricks on me in my life... The world presents its temptation like a deck of cards, you will never know wad you've drawn or going to draw, or its consequences... So point is, take life as it is... No amount of misery is going to make a wrong a right... If someone breaks your heart (argh), enjoy the moment... Praying that it will not happen again... If something bad happens, so be it... Deal with it and you'll grow... And pick yourself up and wait for your next try... Its all in God's hands... He controls your life and delivers your heart's desires... When the time is right...

Its no use enjoying a quick fix but not being yourself...

So sit back... Relax and be yourself... And Enjoy life's ride i say...

Everybody has his/her time...

But now its my pool time...

Listen to Gavin DeGraw minions, he is a gd song writer...

Blogging is giving me the creeps... I dun feel safe... Maybe i should leave this place for awhile...

Right, so are you entertained by this post? I hope u are... A whole load of bs man... Haha but it feeds the undying K-po minds of everybody... Ain't that rite?

[bows]

Dead.

2005-04-05T21:43:00.000+08:00

Seems im arriving somewhere, but its not here.

Droplets of stress are slowly but surely trickling into my tiresome life...

After experiencing two-and-a-half weeks of full fledge 7.30-5.30 working hours, i am proud to announce that being a clerk is definately no simple job. Esp mine

Trouble and despair seem to be awating at every crossroad...

Distributing PINK ICs, in what was supposed to be a joyous event, to the ORD bastards has invoked in me a sense of dread of still having 10 more months to go...

Yes i know my turn will come, i will in turn be that certain bastard, but hell, when u're the person it really doesn't matter at all, does it?

Watching all the ORD personnel gasping and giving me the emotional "FINALLY I ORD" look has really really gotten on my nerves these few days... I mean giving out one or two a month is alright... but DAMMIT 20 per month!!! God save me

The journeys just begun and i already have the highest potential to start sprouting grow grey hair in the entire goddamn camp...

Enough of whining, btw i was just kidding... Haha

Actually, no i was not...

Yep, great weekend.. Became a glutton for three days... Met some really really old friends at my friends b-day bbq... And i meant really old friends... Some i haven't met since i was a small fart... Been like, what? 7 years?

And had a "haha" time wif wimpo and eggy... Damn farny guys... Humor is contagious i tell you... Supposed to catch the G-star fashion show... but the fashion guru somehow messed up the timings real bad... I seriously wanna go for the show... COol wad... Great fun

Anyway, didn't go..

Added five entries in like one week!!!

IM A HARDCORE BLOGGER!!!

ok im gonna compile the last weeks one all into one post so that it will seem as though i've only added one entry...

Shimmy out.

Pls common man

2005-03-31T20:16:00.000+08:00

Yes u must be asking... What the hell are u doing at home again?!? Wasting time blogging???

Its nites out and i am really.. really tired...

Ya and i have to say something too, Pls pls stop asking me wad the hell did my post mean ok...

I think my england is way to louya la...

Its just a message to tell everybody not to get dissappointed and all... life sucks and everybody knows it! So Y the surprised questions? And the aunty part is well my friend la... Message? Dun be so crazyily into studying... Dun be so stressed as lifes like dat...

Now tell me, who doesn't feel pressure? Be it peer or personal?

Nobody!

Heh... Fun

Metal is NOT satanic... i repeat... NOT... well most of them aren't anyways

Btw marilyn manson is not metal... And yes he is satanic.. and yes his music sucks big time...

He's just a goth-wannabe nu-metal wussy...

Im thinking of becoming a councilor... Like go for the course and get some cert... Its like so cool lor... Shit man.. Imagine me giving advice to ppl!!! HAHa... I wanna see that one day... Can't imagine... But its really a hope...

yes.. LAUGH WHILE U CAN, PATHETIC HUMANS!!!

Two more months to SOAD's new album... i wanna go UK... Now maybe can't cos cost if living too sky high..... -_-

ah

Bbq tmr... i will go... i must go... can't be lazy... but the pull of the power of slp is strong...

Been telling alot of my friends why get a gf when u can't even support myself? Since like dunno when... Now in army still the same case... although earning money... But still the same... Not enough... Not into buying things for ppl using parents money... Any rebutts? Feel free to slap me back in the face k...

Its been darn long since i last stepped into a club... Like three weeks... Seems like eternity man... As i gulp down my 7-up vodka.. My senses start to tingle... Will the twinkling stars of the night spin around me? Or, will I be spinning around them?

We shall see...

Peace out... Now i shall play the instrumental creations of us humans... and rouse thy neighbours from their deep slumber...

DUH

2005-03-29T20:31:00.000+08:00

Yes... Came home cos its nites out... Felt lazy today... so aiya come home la... Anyway work has been a complete ass. Next month i haf to do duty with WO Cheng, wopee o_O

Managed to clear alot of things today... So tomoro's gonna be happy la...

Thank God for friends.. man if not i would not survive in this world...

I just learnt that many musicians tend to keep themselves away from people and the world... I think i have some of that in me... Like they are ecentric... Well i just might be... Hopefully not though...

I wanna study... meet ppl... stop having to work wif gays in my camp...

Entertainment at its finest... Wad a great way to waste 10 minutes of my life... =)

Ok lets make this a freak update...

Poping in my Dark tranquility cd

Now opening iTunes to play it

Now clicking on track 4, the endless feed

Yes... now back on track...

Metal doesn't equate to evil... Lemme make this clear... You know wads evil?

Lies

Yes metal doesn't mean its satanic OK?

Pls stop telling me that...

Its just a stereotype...

Shit i better start doing something more worthwhile...

This songs pretty standard... But has a razor's edge...

Runaway. Now

2005-03-27T22:00:00.000+08:00

When life gets nasty, turn away.
Or maybe you could face it, and change it.. For better
For better? We can hope, can't we?

Disappiontments are never rare.
So why fight it? Accept it and you will learn the meaning of being determined despite downfall.
I know what i want, but i just don't really know what i am expected to give.
Disappiontment sets in, and i am yet again broken in this vicious cycle...
As hard as i try, I never seem any closer to this breakthrough.
And im not even going to suggest reaching my desire,
Because at its current course, its seems like a million miles away, and its getting further...

Well, it basically boils down to this...

I (or you) will never suceed if I'm not given the chance...
But when given the chance, it may not even be enough.

I can be contented with what i have, but if, when the time comes, will you?
This i may never know, for now it seems so, so far away...

What's a precious jewel for, if kept a secret (inside a hermit shell) ?

Dedicated to my pals to understand, and maybe to my dear aunty to acknowledge.

Yahwee

2005-03-26T02:05:00.000+08:00

Whosh... Its bean hell...

At least i had an off on Thu to settle all my uni stuff... And i got really really interested in studying in the UK... Thanks varun -_-

Dun noe if its gd or bad... But to catch iron maiden, dream theater, metallica, audioslave, rammstein, U2, system of a down, pearl jam, muse, funeral for a friend amongst others ***LIVE*** , AND be able to study at the same time is incredibly inviting...

Oh well.. had a gd time at church just now and caught hostage, awesome movie la... thinking of going to tamp gym tmr morning, dunno can wake up anot leh... haiz... so many things to do so little time...

Maybe i'll update tmr, maybe not... So tired man...

Change song... This one's a cool number

Ohh Yeah

2005-03-20T00:52:00.000+08:00

I spent the week staying in...

Yeah.. Its pretty sick

Just counselled my friend who, a few hours ago, wanted to commit suicide...

He thought commit was spelt as comet

Oh well... In army u meet ppl who are uneducated and u learn to understand them...

And wonder how in the world did u live 20 years of your life not seeing the world....

Being coped up in the "right" world, where ppl are kind, are understanding and well, dun beat u up...

Den u meet these people, and u learn to value what you have... And not what you wished u had...

Oh ya and i bought my Goo Goo Dolls Live in Baffalo!!!! EEeeeEEeeeEee!!!! Shit good larh

Damn lazy to type anymore... I wanna go play wildarms 3... I wan i wan...

Burn Higher

2005-03-11T19:09:00.000+08:00

I has been hell thank u... My sentences are all going to be stuck together for the first time... Ya... Dats cos im pretty sad right now... Going to stay in on monday... Wow its almost been a yr of staying out and finally it has ended... Mixed emotions actually... Mix between "FINALLY!!" and "oh no, finally"... but now i am probably more towards "oh no, finally" cos i am lyke totally not prepared la... I haf like wad? THREE days to prep myself for staying in? And the fact that im feeling kinda sick now doesn't help the situation at all... And i mean NOT AT ALL... No mood to play my ps2 today... Only feel like sleeping the whole day away... And everybody's busy cos its a friday so i dun haf much to do... Its shit man... Can't enter the whole stay in/out story here cos i think its highly confidential... Only by mouth will do... Hint though... It has got to do with getting charged... and Fear... Ok i want to like whine somemore but i haf no energy to... Im crumbling from the inside... Went to beachroad to get my rank sewn onto more uniforms cos i need more when i stay in... Its inevitable... On the other hand... Im kinda sick of all these occasional scares telling me i haf to stay in.... So at least now i wun haf to worry whether i will be staying in... Cos i am a stay in personnel... At least for now... Anything otherwise is a previleage... Well i now haf to set my goals straight... To complete n-ass not expecting anything other than suffering and pain... Taking it as wad it is and learning from it... Well at least it taught me how to expect anything to happen to me at all the worst possible momet thents... Adios ppl... Expect updates once a week or even lesser frm now onwards... Gonna get ready some stay in stuff and play some wc3 wif my friends...

Actually i feel more anger than sadness at this moment... I wonder why... Maybe its cos i feel the world's turning against me... I've not even fast food for the past one week.. maybe dats why i feel sick now.. Its the lack of rubbish in my system... Time to grab a big mac meal

I remember telling myself that army is a gd thing cos it teaches u how to treasure ur friends... I think i've lost it... Maybe now that im staying in i will get it back... And do i hope so...

Quit whining u ass... Only girls whine like that.. Oops... No offence there...

Anybody free on tuesdays and thursdays feel free to call me out for dinner or sumthing... I will get bored... Im only human

It's A Duh Day

2005-03-07T21:26:00.000+08:00

The weekends are here!!! Yea... Ahhh so tired... Feeling tired... Eyes drooping...

NEW SONG!

Country baby

Haha... im getting bored... Maybe its cause life's cool... Got this two shirts which i'm so proud of owning... One's a Dilinger Escape Plan shirt the others a Chemical Romance one... And ya they are bands... The play great music btw... Dilinger's a thrash-hardcore-psycho-metal band and chemical is probably a goth punk band...

Yeeaaaa

Abit of screamo la

Listening to the sounds of x-japan now... Huge huge huge fan of theirs... Own all of their cds... Except their first indie album... It cost me a bomb getting all of them... But well spent, their compositions are pure bliss... Nothing to report in the life of Ed.. Usual gym and a great jam session... Got 25 cds worth of Gundam seed... Dammit how long will i take for this animation? Its 25 CDS!!?!?!?

Yeah... Life's monotony is such a thrill.

U nv expect anything, and when it happens?

Simply Exhilarating larh

So tired.. as usual.. Nothings different...

Theres a stupid run tomoro.. DreaD... -.-''

Im pebbling now... Argh

Friday took an off to just kick back and slack the day off... Its been quite some time since i have last just stayed at home and really do nothing but stuff i'd love to do... Jam wif my guitar and drums the whole day... Play warcraft 3 till my eyes dry up... Sleep till the afternoon sun is up...

You know wads moronic?

The newest fad called simple plan... A dumb band for dumb people... Ridicuously childish tunes... Made only to entertain the avril lavigne and hilary duff peons... Well actually i think avril has some redeming factors not to mention one or two pretty well crafted songs... But hilary is total shit... At least she's named after the beer franchise featured in my all time favourite cartoon The Simpsons... Duff Beer... Oh yeah

But its not as if my music tastes are superbly refined... Maybe its just cause i've unknowingly brianwashed myself when i first pop-ed in my brand new straight-from-the-store dream theater cd a couple of years back... Wad a mind changing experience... Its made pop music sound so dull and banal...

Anybody heard the new song by Snoop Dogg?? Its simply hilarious haha... Very entertaining... I love it... Drop It Like Its HOT....

Not to mention the new song called "Hush" by LL Cool J... WADS HAPPENING TO ME??? Argh the vicious killer hooks are out after me!!! I hate hip-hop... But these two songs are just smooth...

Ain't I a hypocrite?

MESHUGGAH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Maniac Math Metal

Ok im kinda stoning now... Gotta go before i start to mountain...

Heres a preview of my new shirts =)

It's The Dilinger ED-SCAPE Plan

The Cartoon's a Guy btw

Monkey Hair Wax In A Sugar Matchbox

2005-03-02T22:36:00.000+08:00

You know sometimes u hear ppl say that life is like a strawberry?

Well, neither have I.

If u haf pls kindly explain to me its meaning...

Life's been an ass... Absolutely

There is one redeeming factor, however...

Which is none other than Spongebob Squarepants The Movie, introduced to me by my slacka buddy egg numb...

Bet he feels darn proud of himself now... Yup im a convert... I now believe that cartoons and animations actually make up the best movies being shown in cinemas... I mean think about it, who wants to watch some senseless action flick or horrendously sick chinese action-pack-comedy-wannabe movie (hint hint, Seoul Raid**s)... Give me the yellow sponge anyday man... OK so seoul raiders has Shu Qi in it... But common, even that doesn't make the crappy and totally stupid one-liners forgivable... Two words : Utter Crap

Btw its been yet another helluva week... I am so stressed im gonna start growing grey hair as a hobby... Stupid workload... Stupid ORD personnel...

K.O.ed at 8pm on Sun
K.O.ed at 9pm on Mon
K.O.ed at 12am yesterday... damn duty clerk

Starting to find the internet pretty useless... Besides the occasion purchasing of goods online... I dun really feel like talking to any one... Think im suffering from depression... Actually no larh... How can dat be... Point is, why issit my blog isn't a blog? Like why doesn't it have like lotsa stuff of my daily life... WHY am i always whining?

I guess cos i like it...

Did sooo much work on monday and tues... and today... DAmmit yesterday sucked big time... No half day for me... BUT i get an off in lieu... Yeaaaa... Happy days are here to stay... Went to swim and gym on sun which is actually more of a pleasure than a chore to me...

I was like all alone yesterday... Read alot of magazines and made alot of clerk friends though... I DID SO MUCH WORK TODAY!!!

Trauma

Sigh man... I love being busy... But not this busy..

I love to work... But not this much...

I also love to slack... I wish i could...

Pls diploma course Pls start soon...

I suddenly lost alot of interest in gaming... I still play but its not as desirable as before... The lust has faded... This probably sounds pretty gay huh.. Ya so im gonna stop it at that...

Shadows Fall and The Haunted are on this years ozzfest list... Rumored to co-headline are Iron Maiden... Im so gonna buy a ticket to the UK to watch them live...

I've gained an incredible 4 kg over the last two months... Ain't that a miracle? Hope its cos of all the effort i put into my gym routine...

World, the time has come to [push the button] galvanize...

Words cannot describe all the stupid work i have to do... Boy am i tired... Girl so be it...

Kinda a short entry huh... But it took me a record 15 minutes!!!!!!!!

Think cos im way to frustrated cos im so pissed off wif army...

Nothing like abit of Dark Tranquility to Lighten up my spirits... Erm maybe Creed would be more appropriate...

Creed - Stand Here With Me
" I've learnt that the world is bigger than me,
you're my daily dose of reality...... "

I'm Like A Bird

2005-02-26T03:22:00.000+08:00

Take Extra Special Care.

Optical 88 cheated me... asses...

I never fail to slp on a public transport vehicle within the first two minutes upon boarding.

i.e. only for the past two weeks

Just uploaded this utterly fantastic song which grows on you like fugus to sunlight and water.

Its called There's No Such Thing As A Jaggy Snake, by Biffy Clyro.

Isn't it just beautiful?

Just listen to it... Words can't describe.

Btw the album its in has been voted Britain's 48th best album of all time.

With Black Sabbath's self titled album and Iron Maiden's "Number Of The Beast" coming in 1st and 2nd respectively.

The list held no surprises though.

Up the Irons.

Something I learnt when I started listening to Iron Maiden.

Goo Goo Dolls Still Rock. Period.

Proof? Goo Goo Dolls Live In Buffalo 2004.

Amazing stuff.

0327Hrs, Its Finally Time To Sleep.

I love life. Even if its a little boring. For me. To me.

Oh crap

2005-02-23T00:44:00.000+08:00

Hell

Tomoro's my bone scan appointment.. 101% confidence that they will find something wrong cos it still hurts... Those who know the wierd wrong leg injury of mine, pray that it will happen again ok?

Its a sad day.

It has been a thus far sad week.

Depression and stress overwhelmed me till I could no longer make any sense.

Maybe cos i kept on adding stuff into wad i normally drink... Creates dat great woozy effect ya noe?

Like whao.. And like WhAo... and wwhhaaaoooooo

I am kinda getting sick of entering more entries cos there seems to be no feedback in my tagboard thingey although there are ppl in here... Could u all like just pop in a message like "Hi! Your page sucks.. Rgds, XXXX", or "Hey buster, wads wif the gay background colour?". Someone. ANyone??

Bite me man.

The week's been absurd man... ton friday again [routine], played pool thereafter the late morning nap, or wadever, and marina bbq again... Its getting routinely boring.

Get my debit card today. My mum scolded me for signing too small at the back.

She still thinks i am 14, nags me everyday like there's no tmr... Seriously... I dun feel a single bit like a 20 yr old... Its like shes hounding me forever! I go out must tell her who wad where, time... Firstly i'm a guy, Secondly i am old, VERY old in fact, Thirdly i dun haf friends who smoke... ok maybe one or two.... OK.. maybe more like 10 or 20... But common dun need to keep asking me whether my friends smoke rite... It not as if they are my core group of friends... Just some passerby army friend... EVERYTIME!!

Embarrassing...

Yea and got some dvd burner thing. Now can make space for some southpark and anime.. Sounds like when i was in sec school... boy....

Yes you may now feel free to post some comments... Yup dats the way...

I almost died today... I was so busy, I think i didn't take a single break!! And stayed back to do more work somemore cos next two days i haf MA and will not go camp HAHAHA... WEEeee- WEET!!! Stupid posting out guys... and EZ link card applications... And S1... and draft COS... tmd if i find any grey... Dats it... The final straw...

ONE MORE TIME!

I WILL USE UP ALL THE PENS IN THE OFFICE DEN NO ONE CAN WORK.

I'm smart.

MSN sucks man... U are nv able to find the ppl u wanna find till u r going to log off... Well or till my mum NAGS ME TO DEATH!!!! But the ppl u find online are always the ppl u dun haf really any need for... Nag nag yada yada...

Does anybody know i haven'e scolded a vulgar word in public b4?

I dun think shit and stupid are vulgar words are they?

If so, I haven't! I feel gd about that and i wanna continue this trend thing...

I think its gd for ur image and character... I actually stop myself from saying vulgar words, i actually put in an effort ppl... No recognition Wadsoever... Though i really dun expect any seriously... Common in this world who respects a loser?

No one... Well said

Can the girls of the world give us guys a break?

I am like tired of it man.

Thinking of being full-time loner...

On the point of being a full time loner... I seriously haf ALOT of difficulties getting along wif my church ppl... Sometimes i feel that they think they are too hip for me... Maybe its cos i am pretty quiet in church, but dats only cos i dun really know them that well... Or maybe cos i am too worldly huh... My kind of fun is not their kind of fun... Hate to put up a false front... So scram, those who like to act all mature and fun... I can see through u, its a gift i have...

Somehow i feel restricted writing stuff here... I'm afraid ppl will get mad at me

Why am i such a nice guy... As qouted by my gd friend J****, "Nice guys finish last"...

No wonder i am always at the losing end of things... From now maybe i should just kill off the bad guys... Yea makes me a bad-der bad-ie...

ARGH dammit wasted 20 minutes of my precious valuable time typing this pointless lump of alphabets... Hehe somehow i feel satisfied and fulfilled...

How pointless this is... I love this

Black Mambaaaa

2005-02-16T23:43:00.000+08:00

Just reached home frm camp... Got stupid happy hour larh.. Den kena rope in to do ALL the sai kang... Haiz its a sad world...

(To the tune of It's A Small World)

It's a sad world afterall, It's a sad world afterall, It's a sad world afterall, It's a sad.. sad world!

Just went for another one of my 5km jogs... Love it... Stress-depressent and its free too...

Something is damn wrong wif my jaw lar... I can't seem to open fully without experiencing pain... Anybody had this b4? Care to share wif me?

ONE MORE THING...

Pls pls pls pls pls DO NOT send me one of those sms acc e-mail thingeys so that u can send sms-es through the internet to me... For a very simple reason... COS SOMEONE STOLE MY NUMBER!!! Thus preventing me from signing up... So yeah buzz off... For the many ppl hu unknowingly send the e-mail stating its ur 4th time trying to get me to sign up for it...

Oh boy... Now where should i start my whining...

Ok first things first... my ratchet and clank game save has been deleted... Yupz.. 20 hours for blood sweat and tears... Gone... Just like that... Culprit... My cousin... But oh well being such a forgiving guy... i bear NO grudges... Honestly... No matter how frustrated i am... Common its just a stupid game to kill time... No need to get worked up about it yea???

Whew...

Did duty clerk on sat... Pretty cool... watched CSI first 7 episodes.. and a stupid movie... And slept in peace... Church was cool the next day... Ya and went to ah goh's House for Bai Nian... Cool man... We went and collected ang bao and later caught Seoul Raiders... Which btw is one of THE crappiest shows i haf ever, EVER watched in my whole entire life... And got........

MY DRUM STICK BAG!!! YEAAAA!!!! -.-

plus i got 3 doors down's superb new cd... Awesome inside man... Really going...

Ya anbd on monday???

It was v.day... And i went to fix my wickedly fungus infected oakley specs... and pass back my controllers to jer ass.... Shit man... Seems the world is getting less lovey dovey... I dun remember v.day being so unwelcomed by so many ppl in my 20 years of existence... Agreed?

[Sees a sea of hands popping up...]

Shucks man so many thoughts so enter... But so lazy the blogger...

Ed is a lazy uncle huh...

Just watched finish Kill Bill Vol.1... Damn good movie.. Loved every single minute of it... Its just reeks of coolness larh... All the cool angles and gore infested scenes almost makes it a classic...

ARGH... how u like my new song huh... Back in Black by AC/DC... cool huh...

I wonder if they can sue my ass off cos i play their music on my webby...

Its for publicity anyway... Introducing my friends to good music...

HEHEHE

rite

This is Ed out... maybe in tomoro or maybe friday...

WHICH REMINDS ME... friday i got off cos i got medical appointment... HAHAHA

Cheers Peepz...

[Edited] WHAO IM ON A ROOLLLLL!!!

2005-02-10T20:35:00.000+08:00

I am on a roll ppl... so many posts in the past seVen DaZe...

Woot~

I just came in here to announce to the world that i haf collected a grand total of 476 dollars yesterday... Its alot u know... Finally i can get that drum bag and lotsa sticks... And get my debit card...

FOUR HUNDRED AND SEVENTY-SIX BUCKAROOOS!!!!!

IM A RICH BOY!!!

ok now i wish i could pay SAF my monthly pay of 390 dollars and NOT go to camp for the next one month...

WHEN THERE'S A WILL, THERE'S A WAY EVERYBODY!!!

I know i am nothing in the army... but one day, ONE DAY... i shall haf power

Power i say

Yup...

Oh how i love the army...

Ate my forth louhey yesterday... Two more to a new record, I believe i can do it

I ate so much this past four days, I have to jog alot man... Sucky... 5 today and 9 km tmr... I seriously i hope it helps... Anyone care to join me for squash next week at gombak base?

Ahhh i love life, And Kill Bill Vol.1

[added] Just went for a short 4 km jog and some pull-up exercise... Within that short 25 minutes or so... I saw five couples quarelling

WADS up wif that?

Tis the season to be jolly and happy! And kind

So everybody just give in a little ok? It makes the world a happier place.. And i dun haf to see them in their slightly more private moments... i.e. whilst them having a face-off...

This is the log that never ends.. Lalalala tada tada

2005-02-08T16:24:00.000+08:00

Another day... Another lesson learnt...

You make who u are...

Oh well... it works for me larh... Its important to me i think...

Its CNY eve... And i'm on off...

And my DVDs haf arrived... I saw the simon and garfunkel old friends live and i was totally blown away... They are really really RealLY good... I can say the same thing for aerosmith... Their stage presence was soo great... Its amazing... I wish i could be like them... But nah, they haf the songs and i don't...

I haf off on friday.. wee.. but i haf to work on valentine's day... Well not that its important to me haha... I can't even support myself... So I dun bother too much ya? If you get my drift...

Just ate my third lou hey... I don't know how to spell it... But i know its good...

Ahhh...

My hands are tired...

This is Ed, OUT!

Let Bygones be Bygones...

2005-02-06T23:46:00.001+08:00

Just did a Hiroshima in my loo... Wee~!

My previous posts haf been plagued wif broken english and terrible grammer...

Wads happening to me?

Actually nothing... My language skills haf be this bad since young.. Yup

Ok now back to business... A phrase to sum up this whole week

Boring

Same old routine... Well except on tues we went for a treasure hunt wif my Army company... AND duty clerk on friday... My first duty ever... Fun yet boring... I watched AI too... As entertaining as usual...

And ordered alot of dvds... Haf i entered this b4? Ah heck

Some entertainment here!

This is wad i call the ice cream thing... Its cool nice but expensive... I bring u...

THE ICE CREAM THING!

in the beginning...

Part 2 : The White Moon

shiock larh

Uh-huh uh-huh...

Cool rite...

I haf more!

This is my cd collection... Is it quite alot?

quite alot of cds rite

And my CNY clothes wee... Sorry for all this shit... Trying to spice things a little here.. And to play wif my sister's camera...

CNY

Well dats enough... wanted to put one of my performance at wisma dat day.. But nvm la.. hu wants to see rite?

Kinda happy now... CNY mood is here to stay.. At least for the next week or so... Yeaaaa

Ang boh and food galore...

Tomoro meeting some jc frewns... Yeaaaa

Aiya i got alot more things to say but damn tired... Tomoro maybe...

Cheers everybody! Alcohol is gd for health...

Its getting slow.. yea yea.. SLoow

2005-01-29T15:43:00.000+08:00

I suppose You thought you had OUR, hands behind our BACKS! Wool over your [eyes].. now Your pulse is in MY PalM and you stand *Hands to mouth* wearing Your ->esiugsid<-...

Whao...

Sat nOOn at home... Its been quite awhile since i've experienced just lazy-ing around on sat... Forgot how it really feels like... Its exactly like durian ice cream... Smooth, luxurious and contented all mixed into one...

sighx...

Spent the whole yesterday playing ratchet and clank... Like really the whole damn ass day... Cos on thurs my mam gave me an off cos i was sick and i needed rest... How nice can someone get huh? Ahhhhhh

Ya and like ass man

Such an addictive game... can't help playing... And like packed my junk yard of a room... CHORE!!!

You know how ppl like to call their blogs... erm blogs? like e.g. Byebye blog at the end, or Hello blog at the beginning?

I think its utterly ridiculous...

RIDICULOUS.... who the hell are u talking to? Your computer? NO

U are talking to your friends.. the community... the world...

So wads up wif the "morning blog" trend?

Am i wrong?

HAHA... Nice one ed...

Tomoro haf jamming... I hope its the entire day... Frm dusk to dawn...

FEeling kinda creepy... Time to get back to Ratchet and clank huh...

Not just yet.. I haf to share a problem i haf with these friends or like contacts webpages...

You know how photographs can be attatched to your profile and stuff like that?

Pls pls pls do not put some uber-nice photo of u... Your MOST photogenic and beautiful/cool photo.... Cos it really degrades you... Seriously... Why are u NOT be yourself in the vr world and raise other ppl's expectations of you in reality? Aren't u being abit selfish to yourself?

I mean just think about it... Wads the point in showing a gd photo when thats what u're NOT normally? Thus i never never take effort into putting a gd photo online...

After saying all this... Ya i am super unphotogenic... Haha... Reason however u may...

Cooll.. Entertaining myself...

Really think about it.. NOW everybody follow me and join me in this mass protest against gd photos... DOWN WIF GOOD PHOTOS!!!

argh... last week was bad la... slept so little... kept on sleeping in office... But i loved it anyway...

STAY OUT!!!!! WOOHOOOOOOOO YEAHHHHHH

After staying out for like 9 months... I feel that my appreciation for staying out has not gone down at all... I love it.. like from the bottom of my heart.

Actually wanted to write something about blogs and gay and lifenesses... But i dun haf the time... Haf to go down orchard AND play some more ratchet and clank...

Dats all folks... Stay healthy and happy.. And dun forget to drink lots of water and jog at least 20 km per week alrite

Ok not so boring entry... But pointless nontheless... Keep up the good work ed...

OH Ya... i forgot to mention... dat xiaxue, or wendy is like my idol man... Her blog is so so so entertaining and pointless and wow... words cannot describe... The way she plays around wif ppl is simply unbelievable... You haf won over another fan. Utterly moving blog....

A warm toasty hug...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

(laugh onli and ONLY if u get the joke pls, and its about the part where i said a warm toasty hug, I was not being sarcarstic when i said she was my idol...)

Sky's Dark

2005-01-23T03:54:00.000+08:00

Its 3.54am in the morning

Wad in the blue hell am i doing not sleeping

Ass blown

Just fetched terence (relation:cousin) and ian (relation:church bud) home.. Solo effort ppl

Clap clap clap... Wow-wee

TWEET TWEET

Ate at koffee klub Xpress and caught elektra b4 meeting them to proceed to my home for some old skool ps goodness...

Read some of my friend's blogs haha... Hilarious... If u are reading mine, welcome to the great ed-scape... the Place where u shall find temporary happiness...

TEMPORARY

A place where u can escape from reality...

OK... so u dun escape from reality... but I do...

THUS... its kinda named after me...

Tomoro haf to wake up at 7.30 to go church!?!?! Im not even sure whether i can open my punny eyes anot... Damn pimples all bursting out like those alien babies in AVP...

I haf to get rid of this damn habit of typing line by line... does it seem artistic at all?? Question

I doubt so...

See i'm doing it again...

Wow i posted quite alot hh this week... Looks like i am getting bored of staying out...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

wad rubbish

Bored of staying out? Joke of the century

My squash friends came over to play on sat... Kinda wierd cos we were all like here then me being such a boring and bad host, didn't plan anything cos there really isn't anything to do at my house.... So we had to play SELF-MADE twister and LOTS of bomberman... Wierd thing was that the girls were pretty entertained by this capcom fighting game... Hmm laughing over two insanely huge ugly guys fighting? Oh well... Girls are always hard to understand... VERY hard indeed...

Can't wait for my diploma course to start

Wad an awesome holiday larh... Shiock shiock

I want more... CNY!!!!!

Which reminds me that i haf to get cny clothes... Yea can splurgh on clothes again... Heh hehz

Last week i got news that my gd friend from recce was posted to Mindef... Haha actually i got his letter of transfer so i was kinda the first person in the camp to know about it... I am SOOO honored haha...

Arhhh haf to slppp... YES... Bye all... Its been a long day and im tired...

Wad an incomplete and unfulfilling entry

This is my model blog entry.. Sarcarism aside... Its really wad i want every entry to be like... Totally pointless and worthless

Im a happy man now

[-.-]

2005-01-20T21:25:00.000+08:00

Ain't I entertaining?

Anybody took me seriously?

haha

Guess not...

Anyway all i do here is crap...

Blogging is like a giant piece of cow dung...

Its full of crap and its smelly.....

Just got DAI Do The Best... Summer days here to stay huh

Im here to entertain and were u not entertained? I love this

I wonder if many ppl believed all the bull crap i posted... =)

If u did then ... You're welcome...

BTW if u all haf the time u may wanna check out some of my links at the right side... Some pretty cool one larh...

Suffering from food poisoning man... And fever yesta... Took damn alot of panadol today just to survive the day... Well done ed... U deserve a pat in the back... Tomoro friends coming over... I hope u can wake up in time....

American Idol tonite... Woohhooo...

Jogged 10km tuesday... 6.5km yesterday...

Arh need to chocolate cake la... Or should it be milo... Think i shall watch finish the DAI videos den carry on to AI... Life is gd... Well not so gd when i start my diploma la... Three nites a week i think... Including a weekend one prob... I think studying is my top priority now... Anyway i dun money to do much... NSFs agree?

Ed and out

oh jason just saw your message hahahahahahaha.... No i was just joking larh... I love doing this so y should i stop? Can entertain myself... FOC somemore

...

2005-01-19T08:12:00.001+08:00

Hey dun get pissed off wif me ok

No finger pointing again... Ppl pls dun ASSUME... Assuming is taboo...

Bon Voyage~!

2005-01-17T22:29:00.000+08:00

This may very well be the last post 4 a very very long time...

Dun see the a 'greater' reason for this page except for me to express myself...

And hu gives a shit... except me...

Bet u haf heard many other ppl hu stopped blogging because of wad seems to be similar reasons as mine... But i beg to difer...

In no way did anybody psycho me into quiting nor influence me....

Just read something somewhere which made me mighty sad...

I guess its my fault i am so sad...

Lousy me...

U can't haf everything u want... lesson in life

Hope u've enjoyed the short short ride...

Well to finish this off... TODAY...

- went camp to slp
- went 4 breakfast
- slp till lunch time
- spent lunch slp-ing
- went back after lunch and slp
- went gym 1530 hrs
- went back office 1700 hrs
- read book till bookout

Thanks For The Support... If u wanna contact me...Contact me den ... I dun wanna waste any more of my precious time i haf already wasted waiting... U know h u r...

Looks like i haf started to realise my new years resolution..

Signed up for a diploma... Getting fitter by the day... teaching ben drums...

And most importantly... Acting my age... I'm no longer 14...

I live my life the way i want it to be now... I hope to put God and church first now... Been blinded for way too long...

Wow now it really feels great...

Like an eagle soaring through the skies... Freedom comes to those hu seek it...

how cliche and boring man -.- dats me to most of u

To those hu know me better... no names here... Thanks for reading all this crap... Appreciate it... I never am Never wad u read in here... Well sometimes only...

Well to close this... I shall change my song to something more 'me' and less wad others find entertaining... Hope u enjoy the song... Its music to MY ears...

OOhh u look so beatiful tonight...

2005-01-13T22:19:00.000+08:00

Chaos ensued in my office today...

The newbie was such an idiot... fumbling over everything he did... Missing out document after document... Eventually missing his lunch break... Deserves it...

How can anybody be so swakoo??? Ya maybe cos he is new and hasn't even been taught a single thing about dockets... Lucky chief clerk was damn understanding... If not arh... he will get it big big man...

btw that idiot is me...

Writing this as i wait for mela to send me the class gathering pics... Bored man.....

Ps2 is great... but not as great as wad i imagined it to be

*Intermission*
Anyone can see my every flaw.
It isn't hard.
Anyone can say they're above this all.
It takes my pain away.
*Intermission Over*

U haf to suck coffee, Not sip it

Did some tennis yesta' and it was superbly fun... i wanna pick it up already... I wanna PICK it up lala...

Oh u look so Beautiful tonite... I just can't get this song outta my head...

I think i might be staying in soon... I hope when i start my diploma course i get to stay out... If not it will be pure torture going to lessons three evenings in a week and still haf to book back into camp... I will be shack, fat, tired, white and panda eyed.... I hope my oc understand lar... Sh*t the photographs send halfway hang... tmd...

*Intermission*
I Don't Need Proof When It Comes To God And Truth.
I Can See The Sunset And I Percieve.
*Intermission Over*

Went to church jamming yesta too... it was mighty cool la... Wanna go again next week!!!!! Yea yea yea...

DECLARE THIS AN EMERGENCY... APOCALYPSE PLEASE...

Three ppl from HQ got charged this week... I know all of them... Damn... Why must them test the system? Maybe its cos they are not educated? How can i find the real reason? Am i spending too much money on tea breaks?

Dat is the question... I need a scanner...

Must be below 200 dollars... No.. make that below 100 dollars... Sing dollar pls

THIS IS THE END OF THE WORLD

So said Muse....

*Intermission*
I Believe In The Sanctity Of Dreams.
No More Running From These Masqueraders.
I Believe That Society Will Never Dream Like Me.
*Intermission Over*

OUR TIME IS RUNNING OUT+)(~

in thy fixation

Very tired arh... tomoro got some thing at rogue... nus bash? i think... Maybe can meet some ppl i know yupz

Woopee got the photos... Boy do i look like some jc nerd... Why am i complaining... i haf been looking like that for my whole life wad... Nothing new to me...

Why do i keep typing out single lines? Do i realise it is pretty hard for ppl to read text wif so many empty lines in between? Gotta change this habit la...

I think i am abit whoozy now... But i didn't drink...

I think i am currently going through a state of self discovery... Doing lots of soul searching... Nah more of life searching... Not the reason of life... I know dat already... Rather wad i WANT to my life to be... Questions seem to keep popping out of my head... Why this and why everything... WHY?

Only God can explain.

Why i wanna slp now dat i haf my photos and feeling contented?

Cos i am tired... This i can answer for myself...

Cheers

And I Miss You When You're Not Around.
I'm Getting Ready To Leave The Ground.
Oh You Look So Beautiful Tonight... Tonight
U2 - City Of Bright Lights

[Edited] Sometimes I Wonder..

2005-01-09T23:40:00.000+08:00

Wow... technically second post of the day... Weee-weet~!

Ya pretty sad day...

Dad's in some sh*t right now... Can't help much though...

bah

quite farny la... Watched Ace Ventura just now... Jim carrey is damn talented...

End of the weekend liaox... Tomoro is the start of a new week... And den i can start dreaming of the holiday on the 21nd.. yea Friday sum more shiock... Super Long Weekend... Have to start making plans...

La pi xiao xing is byfar the stupidest show i haf ever seen... Yet it is the most entertaining... Why is dat so? I think cos i am kinda think like him?

hmmm....

Been wondering... Sometimes we want something or somebody and we spend alot of time and effort on them... ALot of effort... BUT it never gets noticed, or so u think... And really there is no way to know whether ur efforts are futile or not... Not until the very end... And well, is it worth the anxiety and trouble u suffer for it?

E600C? Where is my E600C??? WHERE IS IT!!!!

Unknown Underworld Figure : Its still on the display shelf in the hello tampines shop Ed....

Ed : oic.. haha i feel dumb...

I was born quiet and boring... Open ONLY to ppl i know... Ever went out wif a boring person and dreaded every moment of it? Den u know how it is wif me... Haha... And i think that has changed for the better? Ya not a drastic change but still there is improvement right everybody? erm Anybody???

[sees a head nodding...]

I believe dats God agreeing wif me... Nobody else can really understand me...

Folding smart 4 sucks man

Arh? wanna go to MDC and play drums...

Going to start my studying soon... Dunno whether i will be able to cope wif the stress anot... Arghhh... But i asked for it and i shall endure it... 3 nites a week 7 to 10.30... oh mannn.... My life is flashing b4 my very eyes.... blink... there it goes

Feel dat money plays a very important part of out lives? For one... a car is a gd ice breaker... see somebody u fancy? Well... just offer a ride... NOT applicable to not so rich guys like me... I don't haf a car that i can call my own... And money also gives the ability to spend... Being a thrifty person dat i am... Well, i dun aim to impress... Actually i can't, not that i dun want to... Haha... Conclusion?

Buy gold chains while u are young... This way, u can sell them for cash when u get older

Yup u heard me... I am in dire need of a million dollars... Anybody care to share some wealth?

If u do... do NOT give me... donate it to the tsunami victims... Well said...

Hair wax is not as great as some ppl proclaim it to be... Its actually pretty frizly... And expensive

Take care everybody... Esp those booking into camp today... For the uni geeks... Haf fun in school and treat ur teachers nicely...

Altogether Now!
Evan And Jaron - Crazy For This Girl
She rolls the window down / And she, Talks over sound / Of the cars that pass us by / And I don't know why / But she's changed my mind / Chorus / Would You Look At Her / She Looks At Me / She's Got Me Thinking About Her Constantly / But She Don't Know How I Feel / And As She Carries on Without A Doubt / I Wonder If She Has Figured Out / I'm Crazy For This Girl / I'm Crazy For This Girl / She was the one to hold me / The night, the sky fell down / And what was i thinking when / The world didn't end / Why didn't I know what I know now / Bridge / Right now / Face to face / All my fears / Pushed aside / And right now / I'm ready to spend the rest of my life / With You **

The song is for myself to know, to listen and to realise..... What it means to me

[Clap] [Clap] "ORDERLY ROOM!"

2005-01-09T01:54:00.000+08:00

Could not sign up for the Icpas course today... cos that Paul was on off... Tmd... waste one trip down to Aljunied... So tired lor... Den wake up so early just to get rejected... Oh well...

Ya my easiest option now is to study in Australia... Take a dip here and go down to Australia for 1.5 yrs to get the full degree... And another one yr in singapore to obtain the Australian Icpas... Probably convert it to Singapore version lar...

Its like the best option i haf now... UNLESS smu or ntu accepts me in next yr... Of course into a commerce course...

Ya... its a gd first week of 2005... went gym only ONCE and moved over to the orderly room on friday... FINALLY!!!

Ya and really enjoys my time there.. Its like THE slackest vocation in SAF.... Did 15 minutes of work for the whole day... And spent the rest of my time resting, reading newspaper, surfing net, coffee breaks etc. etc.... And etc....Plus book out at 5pm on friday.... DAMN early... but i went home to rest larh... Super tired... Supposed to meet me cous but sha was ass tired too... So plans were canned...

Meet sl for dinner at BK... Super boulderer... Master stoner... and Ultimate pebble-ler... and finally caught Kungfu Hustle... Erm next time pls pls remember ur stuff k??? Had this wierd accident... had to spend some cash in an avoidable event...

Ya quite alot of things la... Lazy to type oso.. Haiz its a crazy world out there...

Had a great practice today... Tomoro maybe haf jamming session but doesn't look hopeful cos neither joel's has contected me yet... Arhhh... Urge to jam...

Me and guang ordered some cds from the US again... Woot... Think i ordered four cds this time.. Yea tweet tweet~!

Going to add picture, i didn't know they had such a thing...

The guy pulling the smile is me...

Ok i going to add a tag-board... If u feel like saying a hi... Den say hi... HI!

Lame me

Time To Takes Our Lives Seriously

2005-01-02T03:14:00.000+08:00

2004 - The Year Of Missed Hopes

150,000 - Ppl Estimated To Haf Passed Away Because Of The Tsunami

6,409,765,942 - The Number Of Ppl Who Should Be Concerned

147,914,154,402 - The Dollars In U.S. Currency Spent On The Iraq War

17158 - Number Of Civilians Who Have Died In The Iraq War

Amongst Others... These Stand Out For Being The Most Significant Numbers Of The Year

2005 - The Year Of Reckoning For Us

Fun is over guys... Its time to take ourselves seriously

Seriously

Yeah it was fun... It was amazing... It was a great ride... Hell yeah

It was also sad... Disappointing... And Questionable

Yep, We Must Treat Life Seriously

Live - What Are We Fighting For
Battleflag In The Bassinet / Oil And Blood On The Bayonet / Crowded Downtown, Hit The Floor / What Are We Fighting For? / What Are We Fighting For? / The World Got Smaller But The Bombs Got Bigger / Holocaust On A Hairpin Trigger / Ain't No Game So Forget The Score / What Are We Fighting For? / What Are We Fighting For? / What Will I Tell My Daughter? / What Will You Tell Your Son? / Where Were All The Doves? / That We Were Nothing But A Shadow / A Faceless Generation Devoid Of Love? / The Crucifix Ain't No Baseball Bat / Tell Me What Kind Of God Is That? / Ain't Nothin' More Godless Than A War / So What Are We Fighting For? **

Had to do some reflection... Wondered how this year was to me... It was great i must admit...

Well I enlisted into army... That's one... Its been like THE most life-changing experience i haf ever.. erm.. experienced... Yeah... Being treated like a dog really is a great way to build character and perseverance... And i am not being sarcastic here... I haf meet so so so many wonderful ppl at the same time... My buddies, my not-so-buddy buddies, my colleagues, and of course my ehem, acquaintances... I love the memories so far... And hope the next year would be just as great...

My BMT was really the turning point in my life... Gone were the days where i would care about what ppl thought of me... I learnt that u haf to care for urself and live your life in a way u want it to be and NOT how others want u to live... Sounds kinda cliché rite... Bear with me larh... People appreciate you being true Yourself and thats when u really shine... U will then discover who ur true friends are and u in turn will be a true friend...

To be continued... haha

Well, in June lost my handphone twice... In two days... And It was the same phone... Its a new world record i think... =)... Lesson learnt? Set your priorities right... And always stick to ur principles... Never forsake OR neglect someone or something important... The first lesson on 'priorities' being the most important... Wierd huh... Ya i it seems kinda complicated la... But actually its not...

I passed my driving... Which has actually no significant impact on my life wad-so-eva... well except two days ago when some guy banged into my car... Actually yes it has some impact.. It taught me, believe-it-or-not, the value of money... I really treasured all my time during driving lesson because it was soo soo expensive.. Even though its technically my mum's money... Nevertheless i really felt the pinch everytime i booked a lesson...

Of course... I haf to mention the times spent clubbing... Something so fresh and exciting can actually be the beginning of a downfall... Lesson learnt... Enjoy yourself... BUT DO NOT ever, EVER go overboard... There is a limit to everything and the consequences may sometimes be tragic... When u see your friend living on the edge, tell him/her... Even if it means telling the person off... If you get me, I hope that you learn this lesson to...

I haf to say again... These are just some thoughts and reflections of the yr.. If u share similiar views then ^5 to u...

Now i would haf to touch on my army life again... Well this time its about my vocation...

Being in RP is really like heaven for me i must admit... Alot of benefits and even more free time... Staying out... blar blar... And having a very gd csm... I feel very fortunate to be here... And there is never a day... Seriously... Never a day where i take take this for granted... I put my all in every duty i do... Not matter how much i complain or whine about going to work... I always remind myself after that of how really fortunate i am... Maybe thats the reason why i haf never gotten a single extra so far... A feat completed only by me amongst all my army friends... yea~!

Next, my application to NTU and NUS cok-ed up... They offered me a place in common engy... Which i dislike... The aftermath of the incident was terrible... I had no direction and didn't know what i was going to do... Lucky for me... I had a yr or more to think about it while still serving my NS.. I thought about it and planned a journey for myself... Aims were made and targets, achieved... I am pretty much on that path still... Everyday working towards my goal...

Always be grateful for friends... Never forsake them...

Of course choose your friends wisely...Never follow anybody blindly... Their impact on your life is very great and its really really important u know the good from the bad... I had many first hand experiences this year alone... And I have learnt this lesson pretty well...

So much being said of last year... I hope this will serve as a reminder to me of wad i would want myself to be...

Having said so much...

The most important for the last

I am soo thankful to haf my family...
Supportive and dedicated...
Through the thick and the thin...
Trust that never fails

Feeling great now...

Looking forward to a great, motivational and revolutionary 2005...

Cheers To Everybody Around Me.

May We Have A Fruitful Year Ahead.

Some of my resolutions:
- Get my diploma
- Get fit
- Teach Ben drums
- Make time for some cell, i am not getting any younger
- To show appreciation more vocally
- To get my life straightened out and to live and act like a 19 yr old

Thanks For Taking The Time To Read; I Hope It Will Benefit You As Much As It Has Benefited Me!

Whoozy

2005-01-01T04:18:00.000+08:00

Wooo... The yr has just passed...

Happy New Year Everybody!

Yup now i can put that aside... Onto to other stuff...

Just came back from the countdown... Pretty dissapointing i might say... Still better than going to sentosa la.. raining the whole day somemore... Haha

Many many things to be grateful for over the past yr... And many lessons learnt...

And even more things to learn this coming yr... I am kinda whoozy now... Ass late already... Prob haf a self though reflection on all the lessons and resolutionson here soon... Most likely tomoro~~

Losing my handphone... twice... Going into army... Passing my driving... Completed so many games... Got my guitar... My squash revival... RP vocation... Parties... So much....... I seriously haf to reflect on myself man...

Weeeeeeee

2004-12-30T02:13:00.000+08:00

A Very Merry Christmas Everybody!!!

Abit late but nv-theless... Its the thoughts that count rite?

Wad a wonderful year huh... Christmas was great... Got like very crappy presents... crappy-iest being this photo frame i got from my first uncle... Blardy Cheapo... Can own so many cars and dun know how many harley davidsons but can't get a decent present for ur family... Enuf of whining la... Had a pretty gd time at dinner... The night caught meet the fockers... Superb movie for the lame-asses like me... Aha... Not funny... HAHAHA...

-.-

SO many things but so lazy... mannn wad has army done to me

Despite all the not so enjoyable moments... I had some great ones... like getting kindom hearts from sha and jer... I got them Warrior within and the new ayumi cd btw... Cool huh!

Anyway its been like one of THE most enjoyable weeks this yr thus far... And like friday is new years eve already... HAHA... Can party again... whhheeee...

Last week like same lor... Everyday if not gym means slp... Or doing duty... Well all the way till friday la... Friday we had this surprise... I was doing duty when my csm came jogging in... HE WAS SUPPOSED TO BE ON LEAVE!!!! But he came in for a very gd reason... he came to give us a half day =)... HEHE... nice guy... We were all like so excited screaming around like 5 yr old kids... We are all young at heart la... Den went home and to marche for dinner... Very nice food they haf there... And den to Indochine for a drink to watch the specticle dat was about to unfold... We saw first hand wad singaporeans thought of fun... Well spraying confetti into everybodys' face is not wad i would fun, now would I... Den after that to Kembagan to eat supper...

Sat was as I said... the family thing and then the movie... Sunday... the usual went to SPCK to help out... Found out i will in charge of the primary three next year... Gd luck Ed... Boring stuff..

This week is as normal as it can get... Everyday the same old boring stuff... Havn't gotten any cds in quite a while...

Next week gonna sign up for my Advance Diploma... Probably gonna study at MDIS...

I drew up like a money earning plan... Its like... after next yr's Diploma Course... I will start tuitioning and earn money... Den immediately after i ORD i will find a job that pays around 1200+ a month and with my diploma i think that should not be a problem...And save up at least 8K by the time uni starts.. In dat way i can pay for my own 12 yr old car when my uni term starts... =) great plan rite... Haf to perservere though... I am not born into a family whereby my parents can buy me a BMW for my 21st birthday or something...

And yes this friday is a half day for mE!!! woopee... haf a dinner pot luck and followed by a party of choice... ahhh life is gd...

My buddy kept insisting that studying for a diploma is not right cos there are many ppl hu are not able to because they are stay in... -.-

Lousy arguement.. I think i won in the end...

Yea

Tomoro i haf to go camp at 7 plus... Sian...

Still haf much stuff to whine about... But simply too lazy maybe next time...

But not before... Some songs to excite to...

Story Of The Year - And The Hero Will Drown * Beep Great Song

The Haunted - 99 * 99.. 99 KNIVES!!!!!!!

Ayumi Hamasaki - About You * Sounds like its taken from some Goo Goo Dolls album actually

Sonata Arctica - Wildfire * I realised this is THE best song from their new album... This track is like a masterpiece.... Really one of the best songs i haf ever heard....

Its Times Like This

2004-12-23T01:21:00.000+08:00

Finally got my haunted, mastodon and tsunami cds... Mastodon and the haunted were extremely entertaining... esp the wierd drumming by mastodon... Naturally messy yet highly organised...

Sighx... One helluva wierd week...

Did my gig wisma which was kinda a semi success... Den next day went back to camp to go for a very gd gym session... Actually dats wad i only do during my spare time in camp nowadays... Had a boring weekend... If not for the class gathering i would probably haf rotted to unrecognisable proportions... Had a surprisingly gd time there... The BBQ was superb... Everybody kept on asking me why i kept eating... Nobody understands NSFs till they enlist or for the girls, till their boyfriends enlist... Met sok and yongling to wait for mela to fetch us... They were so farny la... yl claims sok and me will make her laugh till she dies... We should try that one day... wanted to go to suntec for the shopping till 1am thingey.. But didn't... Its ok i hate shopping anyways....

Had a boring sunday.... Slept in the afternoon and racheal came to my house to watch me play castlevania... She was like so freaked out... Haha cute... And the other days followed... Everyday the same usual process...

Saw the BRC ppl fast marching today... Wanted to laugh at them but told myself not too... If not i will be condemned even more than ever.. Haha...

Won't haf christmas eve holiday... won't haf monday off... won't haf new years eve off...

Sad

Oh ya... I finally got around polishing my guitar... Its spanking new now... Glossy finish wif almost like new strings... My guitar is like 10 months old now can really feel myself improving since the time i bought it... Pretty happy abt it larh...

Haf to watch ocean's twelve and kung fu hustle...

Friday haf to do many things... There is this orchard road thing... And i haf to meet my cousins for dinner... But i will be leaving camp at the same time as usual... Quite impossible to reach anywhere by dinner time...

Gonna go down to MDIS tomoro to sign up for a diploma course... Hopefully they haf something that i am interested in... So i won't waste my free time i haf everyday...

Resolutions...
1) start going to home cell
2) teach benjamin drums
3) complete my diploma
4) get fit
5) can't mention... even here

Snooze time... Tomoro haf to go gym haf to sleep early... I hope no one takes MC tomoro... It would be a very evil thing to do...

Woot

2004-12-17T01:40:00.000+08:00

Gd and bad news day...

Well good news... Ppl thought our gig was pretty good... lots to complain though... The sound was very very bad.. But apparantly ppl didn't notice that at all... HHmmmm... Oh well... The aunty was rude... More next time...

I using my sis's laptop now... feels wierd.... dun wish to type lots a lots...

Yes the bad news my com is down at sim lim square... Haf to find the windows xp disc... Prob wun on msn for the next couple of days... Now i only haf my ps2 for comfort...

Tomoro class gathering... going to be damn late lor... i got army one leh... den they all arrange so early meet...

Bah... Its ok...

I feel Great

2004-12-14T22:10:00.000+08:00

Wow... Been couple of my most exciting days in army...

Had a scare... cos my band changed schedule... Tot if i was staying in i would not be able to make it to the event... BUT... WOOHOO... i am staying put in RP... Yes.... Yang Ru to thank here... Helped me ask HQ OC... So damn relieved when i was told of the news on the way back home...

MOST importantly i get to keep my 10 1/2 days off that i haf painfully accumulated... YES

Found out that Story Of The Year are fantastic... Gonna get their record prob tomoro...

HAHAHAHA

Hopefully i can take half a day off on thursday... So i can go over to joel's house to tune the drums... And yes... Unbelivable... They dun provide drums... We haf to bring our drums over there... -.-"

Tomoro haf to... HAVE to go gym...

Slept less than 4 hours on sunday... the day b4 the range... Stupid fellow RPs... all dun wanna off the light... TMD... but surprisingly i didn't get any shut-eye during the range... Felt kinda awake almost throughout the whole range... And YES... i passed it... but without marksman though... Nevertheless... Pretty happy cos quite alot of ppl failed it...

2SIR were very irritating la

VERY

First thing go there... Half of us sent back cos never take SAR21 technical handling test b4... Then say we cannot shoot cos dun haf the FFF (Fit For Firing) cert... Which Cpt Loh brought later... He is such a nice guy... Den they come scare us say cannot shoot cos we nv went to the imt to shoot b4 the range... Which they later took back... HAHA... Eventually carried on the shooting larh anyway... So mah fan one they all...

And ya shot like 9/16 in the day and 8/12 at night.... Because everybody from 2SIR there were 2SGT and above... the atmosphere was very slack... Everything was done damn fast and we could actually haf two practice rounds in the afternoon... Plus one for the night... Ass man.... First time i go range got no sai kang to do... Haha... shiock man all the SGt do the sai kang... Reached back camp like at around 2330... Bath everything and ate the tuna that i brought in.. Woohoo... That tuna part was the best army experience ever... Sitting on the bed... Relaxing after a hard day's work... Bagus leh...

But its another story for quek... hu was feeling totally SICK... Today he took an Mc... A deserved MC... After all that he has been through yesterday... Tomoro he is on off...

Anyway spent the whole morning cleaning my rifle and doing RP duties... And managed to catch half of X-men 2 again in the guard room... Nua peng... RP = relaxed personnel... Just joking everybody...

I didn't even sleep today lor...

HAHA....

Class gathering tis friday... Sighz... Maybe i haf to play another wisma atria gig on friday too...

Happy la... Proud to be a RP personnel...

Aiya... so much to say... haiz cmi... haf to get back to my Castlevania Lament Of Innocence...

Today is my book in day... Book-in Book-in....

2004-12-12T21:46:00.000+08:00

Stupid (*#$(*#& range... Haf to book in now... #(*$^#(...

#((^$*&#(*$&

#($*&(#*&$

Ya... somemore bunk no pillow... no bedsheet... no nothing... everything haf to bring myself...

Met varun just now... damn short hair... Sispec wad to do...

Dammit larh... so long nv book in at night already not used to it...

New set list... I am playing thursday evening instead of friday now...

Greenday - American Idiot
Creed - Forgot
Weetus - Teenage dirtbag (tis gonna be fun)
Jet - Are u gonna be my girl
Vertical Horizon - Best I Ever Had
Vertical Horizon - I'm still here
Switchfoot - Meant to live
Jars of clay - Unforgetful You

Need to book in #(*$&(#&(*$&@*&^#*

Darn it $#(*&(#&($*

ARGH

#$*#&^$*&#^*$^#*&$^*&#^$*&#

Will only come back on tuesday nite....

#*$&#^*&^#*&

Wad the hell am i doing up at 4 am

2004-12-11T04:03:00.000+08:00

Its a crazy world out there peepz... Crazy i tell u... Freakin Crazy...

Its been a helluva week... Lotsa ups and downs... Well actually the downs pretty much overshadowed all the ups... More like an eclispe... Just came back from rush, so i am kinda kuu kuu now... Brains abit screwed... Stupid euro techno -_-

Playing abit of symphony X now... Ahhhhh music is the best form of relaxation...

Hair still smelling like smoke... Smoking KILLS

Numba one... Spent the whole damn week in the guard room... Not dat its a bad thing... Could spend more time wif my RP friends... Afterall i am going leave rp next week prob'... Going down to the orderly 'sickly' room... And i can work wif Marshmellow 'PES E' Man... Everybody was like wanting me to stay... But bo pian... CPC called us up and forced me... PooP...

Numba two... Was told i haf to go range on monday... Not dat its a bad thing either... I most likely will earn an extra 200 buckeroos and a marksman badge... Pretty confident of that... The bad news abot it is that i will haf to stay in on sunday and monday night... Argh just the thought of it... Btw the range is wif 2SIR... can meet some of my jc pals there i think... Yea!!!

Numba three... Did duty wif the new RP... KOH... dats his name... He is a beng but i am cool wif that... Afterall hu is RP is NOT an ah beng... Cute guy... Has a very good attitude although his attention span is kinda short...

Dats about it...

Rush is such an ah beng club... Everybody screaming and all... But still i kinda like it... Kinda fun ya noe... Didn't drink much... My alcohol intake is very low...

Had a second jamming session wif my band... 17th december... Wisma Atria... Gotta get our act together by then... Tomoro We haf another one at Joel's house i think...

Heres the songlist...
- Switchfoot - Meant To live
- Vertical Horizon - Best I Ever Had
- Grean Day - American Idiot
- Vertical Horizon - I'm Still here
- Jars Of Clay - Unforgetful You
- A chinese song which i haf no idea wad its name is

Quite a slow set...

Charleston says he is willing to pump in 2000 dollars capital into our shop.... Cool.. Can't wait to start...

Ate dinner at cafe cartel wif ms ong just now... haha she looks as cute as ever... Den when to play pool... And found out she really can play pool... She was thrAsHing me... Really... =)

Until next time... Har har

My pal guang ordered a couple of cds using his brand new flashy spanky new DEBIT card... haha... thanks dude... Btw i just added his blog by the side... Go check it out... But its still new and looks kinda boring but excuse him... He is quite a bo chup person...

Oh well... time to sleep man... Tired already...

I COMPLETE FINAL FANTASY 10... wad a grrrrrreat ending

LOR day

2004-12-09T01:23:00.000+08:00

My blog will contain alot of 'lor's lor.... Cos today is 'lor' day lor... Damn sian lor... Feel sick today lor... got fever lor.. But my stupid camp had no m.o. in the morning lor... all chao geng lor... Stupid lor... den had to do my full duty lor... Fever LOR... so sick lor...

Really felt damn terrible lor...

To be continues lor... Tomoro need to wake up at 5.50 lor... To go camp lor... Anyway no mood also lor... so sick lor

Caann't.. Staaanndd.... Uuupppp.. . . .

2004-12-05T22:41:00.000+08:00

Whew... Very tired arh...

Zoukout yesterday was super la... LalaLaalala Square Roooooo-t.... At the mambo stage... Den grovved down at the velvet tent... And tranced wif Paul van Dyk at the main stage... Stunning show... Oh ya lots of ang mohs and eye candy too... Reached the area like 9.30 in the evening... Event was starting to heat up den... Den i met johnaton and terence there too!!! Wad a coincidence... Stayed at the mambo stage for quite some time... Den rotated between that and the main stage... and made a short pit stop over at the velvet tent... But boy were the crowd hyped up when pVd went on stage... Well repeat this till around 6.30 when i started to make my way back home... BY MRT... cos i had no money... Slept alll the way... One complaint though... The water available at the porta pumper toilets cubicles were smelly... Smelt like sewerage water... Very stinky...

On top of that... The sand helped peel away my dead skin around my foot rot... So i went home wif very sore feet... Dried up harden skin on the feet... When i took a bath and clean the area... It exposed like raw flesh... Coool.. Ya its a gd thing though cos i can apply my foot rot cream directly onto the affected area... I forsee this healing within the next yr or so...

Did i mention i am very tired???

Haf to go again next year; an event not to be missed...

New year's countdown is going to be at EXACTLY the same area... Pretty boring...

Woke up prematurely this afternoon at 2.30 by my hp... My friend saying she can't meet in the evening... Oh well... Since i was up so i thought i might as well eat lunch.. And went badminton playing... Damn shouldn't haf went... So tired lor can't concentrate...

Think i will be playing wif my band at Wisma Atria on the 17th... Its a friday so it will be cool... Probably playing not too heavy songs???

Sooo tired arh....

Oh Sonata

2004-12-02T23:16:00.000+08:00

OMG... Sonata Arctica's new album is fantastic.... SOOO fantastic...

Common... just go to this link... http://www.metalreviews.com/reviews/detail.php3?id=2418

I say it deserves a 90...

Their musicianship skills are pretty gd... and top it all of with i very very tight sound... Its like they haf been playing together for years... Ok... maybe they haf ya?

Y didn't i get this earlier... Its gonna be my staple cd for prob the nxt couple of weeks... Fantastic cd...

Camp today was great... Did 4 hours of standing wif me SAR21... did a gym... And after that went to funan wif queky monster and he got Sid miere's Pirates...

Ok its a lazy thursday... FFX... Going to get sin now...

Lotsa Stuff

2004-12-02T01:02:00.000+08:00

YEAHH... Taufik Batisah won... I am soooo, sooooo relieved... Can't imagine seeing sly singing off key on the world stage... I mean did anybody hear him sing the whole damn bon jovi song off key? And him screeching the idol song... Oh boy... I bet his fans were super dissapointed to hear how badly he sings live... DEVASTATED!!!

I mean he was TOTALLY destroyed man... Taufik really served him his a$$...

Har har

Oh well... all ends well... at least he has some consolation...

That Dick was just way farny lar... i.e. his comical song

Yaya enuf of the dumb idol show...

Saturday is Zoukout day... Can't wait... Party all niter... Free flow of drinks??? Doubt so... but i sure can hope... Mambo stage here i come... Alot of ppl i noe chicken out of it... Y arh... is it really so difficult to go party??? I tot everybody loves to haf fun... Maybe i am wrong... On the topic of parties.... New yrs day again sentosa this yr... 19 bucks... Dunno should go anot... Last yrs was damn ass boring... Esp triple noise, they were horrible... Lousy dance songs... Lousy Dancers... Lousy Foam Party... Lousy Organisation... Blar blar it continues uh-huh.... Nvm can decide at a closer date...

Haven't gotten my Reckoning Night... TMR!!! i shall go down to collect it...

I Hope...

If i haf the energy... dat is

Been listening to alot of fear factory nowadays... They are super man... I dun know wad genre they come under... I would think Thrash... but has elements of mallcore, heavy and NWOAM styles... Oh well... As long as the music's gd it doesn't matter wad genre it is...

Yeah and my friend joel, i think he got a gig to play near christmas in orchard... I think i will prob be his drummer... So if we get the gig pls come ok everybody?!?

Life is cool... Friday's range wif 2 SIR got canned... YES YES YES... HAHA dun need to shoot gun this yr...

Gonna continue me FF10 now... Gonna kill that sin now... die a lonely death u murderer...

Geeezz....

Haf to go camp again tomoro... Sighs

2004-11-28T23:41:00.000+08:00

Dammit... i haf yet to collect reckoning night... been really really lazy this weekend... Played FfX for like many many hours... Think i m gonna complete in another 10 hours or so... Yeah finally... Den i can start on Star Ocean...

Saw the Live Aid 1985 concert DVD today at Mj... 85 dollars... Too pricey... Till my next pay day then...

As i just said... Lazy weekend... erm.. nah i think its more like a exhausted weekend... Too tired to do anything... Prob cos of the lack of slp... Its affecting me in the long run... And not only dat... but also the short naps in camp are killing my body system... Makes me haf sleepy swings... If u get wad i mean...

On the topic of lack slp... BOY did i lack slp on friday nite... Maybe will touch on tis later... Maybe

I think the tedious process of doing guard is causing my brain to disintegrate (see? i even forgot how to spell disintegrate; too lazy to check it up larh)... Did wed guard and fri guard... thurs pass office (incidentally, i kept on sleeping while mending the counter)... On all the days going guard i went to the gym and slept ard 3 hours... Not that i am complaining... But it could be better... Ya... Better... Like totally no duty at all... Or maybe SAF cuts down our ns liability to a yr... Which means i haf only one and a half month to ORD... woopee?

Quit whining already...

Which brings me to the topic of my time spent in the army thus far... One yr is a long time yea? Never imagined i am able to last this long... Thought probably gonna AWOL after the third or forth month.... My dream perphaps? Ppl enter the ns wif only ONE worry... To endure the regimentation... I had TWO... to endure mental torture (regimentation) AND physical torture... Ppl dun understand me when i tell them i dun wanna go to sispec or OCS... They ask why? NOT why not? They dun understand wad some of us go through... I can handle the outfield... Personally i think going outfield has no kick... After all i did spend the first two days in BMT outfield wif kinda a high fever... I didn't report sick... Yet when i really got injured during SOC some ppl said i chao keng... I say go fly ur kite... To them army is a breeze... just do the norm and end of story... For me it was training after training after training... And did i complain or whine? I went through every SOC lesson there was... Well except lesson one... But i still failed misserably... I went through every BCCT lesson and pushed myself to my fullest extent... But still i tried my best to enjoy it... And ppl actually wonder why i think that i can't go through a commanding school... They just don't understand... Bottom line is... I am not whining now... At least i am trying not to... I would like to see this as paying homage to myself and all those hu r in combat but were not taught before in their life to keep fit... One year is really not an easy task... U ask me... I am not ashamed to tell u that passing out of BMT was indeed one of my proudest moments of my life... No matter how easy u may think it is...

DONE. whew

As i was saying friday nite was really.. i would say a experienced never experienced b4... haha... I was at my cousins house playing multiplayer PSO on their gamecube after watching the incredibles... Played and played and played... Till i literally feel asleep holding the controller... They woke me up... I continued... But soon i fell asleep again... this time i was really to drained from playing the game that i refused to hold the controller and thus forcing the game to end... Game saved; sleeping ensued... First time it happened... Usually i fall asleep while watching a movie scene in a game... On friday i fell asleep WHILE playing the game... Not even sure whether i died or not... Haha...

Sat went to collect my drivers licence... Cool... But as usual, the picture of Mr un-photogenic (hope its spelled correctly) looked ass-crappy... At night went to orchard and grabbed a couple of cds... Namely pearl jam's greatest hits, a perfect circle's eMOTIVe and a couple of 2nd hand cds... Not bad... But couldn't find the Nirvana box set.... darn... On a side note... Yes i did drive to orchard... Crazy traffic at orchard... Agreed?

Hmm this post's kinda long huh'...

While today church was not too great... Had to go down to SPKC cos of the lack of teachers... Played cd instead of live music... No choice... Not too great of an idea... nevertheless... Next week going for aa outing wif my primary 5 kids... bowling... sounds gd lar... Better score lower if not they angry... Haha... Den badminton in the afternoon was fantastic... Found out my reaction speed is pretty fast... Yupz...

Pass office again tomoro... Need to slp early... Hopefully i can conquer the final fantasy zarnarkand ruins by tomoro nite... Cheers to all the happy ppl of the world... and cheer up to all the sad ppl of the world...

Prob not gonna enter anything in the next couple of days... Going to be a full time game at night haha

Listening Up

2004-11-25T01:21:00.000+08:00

Remember Buy These Songs... DO NOT download them illegally...

Kylie Monogue - I Believe In You * A great dance number

U2 - Sometimes You Can't Make It On Your Own * Great track of their new album... which btw is superbly fantastic...

Elton John - Weight Of The World * Cheesy but pretty much what he should be writting instead of lousy ballads...

Gavin DeGraw - I Don't Wanna Be * Great Voice.. Great song.. Great Stuff

Seems kinda pop-py huh...

I am getting brainwashed by pop music... hmm... Not much great metal releases lately... Collecting Reckoning Night tmr...

zZZzzZzzZZzzzzzZzzz..... ... ... . ... . . . . .

2004-11-24T01:41:00.000+08:00

Still damn tired larhz... really really tired... how do i manage to stay awake throughout the day?

So many thoughts and worries... maybe dats how i stay awake... just by sheer pondering non-stop...

+irEd

2004-11-21T22:31:00.000+08:00

Great... My sgt just sms-ed me saying tmr we haf to play a squash match... So tired already want me to play tomoro, damn last minute... dammit la... Just wanna slack tomoro... Learnt a lesson, never commit to anything ur camp is participating in... Just sucks ur time and effort... A VERY valuable lesson learnt... Somemore wanted to go down gramaphone to grab the U2 album released tmr... Dun know i haf the strength to go anot... arhhh o_O

Oh well... unpleasant things aside... Life was pretty gd for me this since i last updated this thing... Thursday off was very well spent slping at home.... Den friday pass office shiock...

Arsenal drew...

Sat went bowling wif my jc classmates... scored an amazing 140... anybody can beat that?? heh hehz... one of my best in my life... Ya i know some ppl can hit like 180++... but i am talking about just the casual bowler hu goes only once every 6 months...

Played pretty badly in church today.. Mainly because of the lack of practice... Can tell la...

U2's new album has been getting rave reviews from everywhere... Think its gonna be fantastic... And yup i listened to the new elton john album "Peachroad Tree" and i find it quite good despite wad many critics say... Its just not fantastic... Good nontheless... Plus my Sonata Arctica album "Reckoning Night" has ArrivED!!! hopefully i can get it tomoro... HOPEFULLY...

Just thinking la... Does it take alot to record an album... Thinking of getting a cheap can-do-at-home simple recording device... Den can add in guitar tracks and vocal and drum tracks... Ya and den post it online for ppl to d/l and review... It will be damn cool la... Rite? RiTe?... Anybody?.... -_-

Met charles on sat wif the other jc ppl... told him some plans for our shop... Its pretty much decided that it will be kinda internet based... And my rp ic gave me alot of suggestions... Well one which is, i think, THE main service of my "shop"... Ahhh things are looking up now... Hopefully it will be pretty much up and running by the time i clear leave... so when i am clearing my leave i already haf a foundation that i can carry on... Oh well only time will tell...

DAMN tired... man... slept too little already pass few days... Wif the exception of last thursday...

Time to knock out... mocha is gd for health...

Lucky Draw Party

2004-11-18T01:18:00.000+08:00

Reached home today like 12 midnite... Just came back frm SAFTI... Was Kilo Papa-ing (go figure) the whole time there... As usual being the sai kang party.. Well it was a little different today... i was the LuckyDraw-PenGiver-BalloonBlower-BoxHolder-BoundaryGuy party... SAF really makes full use of their men... But it was kinda interesting... Saw the BG for 3rd Div... And our new RSM... Plus all the big shots within 3rd Div...

Fortunately i wore black pants and black polo to camp... haha I went on stage to bring up the lucky draw boxes... Lame... ya i know... Sai kang to the max... Worst thing was that i left camp at 8 am tis morning... and left SAFTI only at 10.30+++ Feeling DAMN tired... Not too bad considering i had a 5 hour lunch break... Heh hehz... Warrant Cheng (my csm) treated four of us to curry fish head... Shiock man... Den went to jurong pt and slacked only asses away till 5 pm... Went library... cd shop... arcade etc. etc... Den go back to blow 170+ balloons... Ya and later saw Bryden performing in the MDC chinese orchestra... CoOl La...They were fantastic... On the other hand... the MC for tonite was pretty bad... He made numerous mistakes AND his jokes fall FLAT... SO flat... I was cringing to it... But he is a nice guy though...

ON THE BRIGHT SIDE....

I HAVE AN OFF DAY TOMORO!!! yes

Warrant Cheng gave me an off... WoOpeE... Can wake up damn late tmr... Anyway i seriously need the rest... Haf been pushing myself this week... monday chiong badminton... tuesday chiong squash... DAMN tired... then today whole day... Wah kaoz...

Tried to play my ps2 just now... Less than 30 minutes BTH already... Gonna gif tis blog an update and then its snoozing time... BOY, OH BOY...

And ya... i got thrashed in squash yesterday... No wait... on tuesday... Sickening... Played against their best player...

Den yesterday went to orchard after camp... DAMN waste of effort... Couldn't find anything gd... BUT i got elton john's greatest hit 1970-2002... He is Amazing... If u could just overlook the fact that he is gay... Yes yang ru... Just listening to it without any gay feelings... I dislike gays too but he was not gay during his early years... And dat was when his best music were written... One song titled "I Want Love" is gd too, dispite being written in his 'latter' years...

Looking forward to Simon And Garfunkel's Old Friends Live On Stage DVD... And OF course u2's HOW TO DISMANTLE AN ATOMIC BOMB!!!! YeS tHey ArE BaCk...

Alrite... Dats all folks... Maybe tomoro will post some wierd-ass jokes or stories...

ChEerS~!

[White] Silence

2004-11-15T22:49:00.000+08:00

Found out that driving is pretty fun... And also found out that Singapore drivers vert impatient... One car didn't signal and changed lane just now, almost smashed into my family car... Ass...

Anyway lan was great... meet charles and kok... Kok going to taiwan on the 26th this month... Sad man... Wun see him for like a year and a half... Worst thing is that he refuses to bring his ps2 there to play... Its gonna be lonely for him there... I am so thankful i am still in Singapore...

Haiz there is simply no time to complete all my games...

Tomoro is the squash open... Hopefully we can win this and proceed to the next round... Yeah...

Argh... To be continued...

HOLIDAYS OH YEAH!!!!!

2004-11-13T18:38:00.000+08:00

Holidays!!! and nobody told me monday was a holiday... sick... just sick

Passed My driving test... Got five days of holiday this week... simply wonderful...

Stupid tester kept telling me my mistakes as though i failed pretty badly... Turned out i only got 10 pts... Yeah no more visits to the center... Drove my family car just now... Exciting stuff

Got stuck outside zouk on wednesday because of the Rediculous crowd.... mind boggling... I reckon about two hundred ppl waiting to get into zouk at any one time... Darn... In The end just went back to sha and jer's hse to play hotel wif christy... Till like woopee 5.30 am... Den met guang later in the afternoon to help him get a deuter bag... With very itchy eyes...

Bags are so cheap nowadays... i remember forking abt 130 dollars for my deuter.... and there i saw one of the same size... although alot uglier... But only at 75 dollars... omg...

Wedding bells ringing today... went to church to witness... Actually its my first i can remember... I can only remembered attending other weddings... but not recalling any details... Oh well

Arsenal won 5-4... lucky

Saw sok and co. this morning... the charlie's angels... Oh well... they looked the same... no change... Shaun looked fitter though... Plus jimmy bought me nfsu instead of nfsu 2...

Haf absolutely no mood to type more crap out... too tired...

Elton John's and A Perfect Circle's new albums are out...

Psycho Sky Dragon

2004-11-08T23:56:00.000+08:00

Korn r gd.. dunno y i didn't discover them earlier... makes me wonder why L.b. and L.p are grouped under the same genre as them... Sound nothing like each other...

Anybody went to the fod fair at sing expo... Mango Ice Kachang... o_o... Macau Fried Mee... O_o... Sharks fin soop 4 2 dollars... O_O!!!

Next yr is a definate must go... go eat lunch there or sumtin... Cheep and gd lor...

Was damn free today larh... Can take a three hours nap... Can go gym... and Can read finish Da vinci code... On the topic of the da vinci code... its nice but still find it quite rediculous... Finding the grail??? extremeee... Gonna start on sumtin new tmr... prob charlie and the choco factory...

Sometimes life is just sick... right anot? I mean its impossible to have a peaceful journey through life... Yet these events do make life exciting... A double edged sword... Just like bringin less monet to camp... In a way u force urself to spend less money on food... Yet u make urself suffer becos u see others eat yet u know u dun have the ability to buy... Yep... Life sure is fun... Ain't my analogies dumb?

Anybody care to join me at zouk tis wed evening?

Speaking of webnesday... its my driving test date... Hope can pass wif ease... I can drive... Its more of making a fatal mistake... Which can cost me the test... So much presure... Think i gonna do some stunt.... Dun use hand brake at all, half clutch all the way... stopid idea...

... This time released security, Controlled dose of tranquility...
...Forgetfulness washes over me, Put to rest the voices of insanity...
SHADOWSFALL "What drives the weak"

Ehem... Talk abt wow

2004-11-06T02:26:00.000+08:00

Try to solve the puzzle of the title... Its tricky...

Yup... Finally got my hands on Dream theater's LIVE IN BUDOKAN DVD... The gay uncle at Roxy kept the last copy for me and me... They truely are amazing...

A-M-A-Z-I-N-G

capital

Plus rhapsody's enchanted lands pt. 2... They truely are cheesy... I mean using "It was a good time for all creatures of the earth, but fate decreed that the dark prophecy of a demon knight could bring a tragic end to this place scarring their lives forever" as the opening line is just... words cannot describe!! Sounds like it come out from the medieval version of Days Of Our Lives... yea?

Broke my atm card while paying for my cds... State of emergency!! Oh well... Got to make a new one tomoro larh...

Damn i am tired now...

And its onli 2 plus

Driving tomoro again... W.o. cheng gave me an off on wednesday to take my driving test... woopee... My friend taught me to book a lesson in the morning and then take the test in the afternoon... Wad a great idea i thought... And i followed... Got a few tips from Yeo... my rp friend hu is married... Was very useful... Can't wait to pass the test... [i hope]

Spent the past two days in the pass office reading this book called The da vinci code... Highly entertainment... Though abit too farfetched i have to say... actually its WAY too farfetched... But interesting nontheless... Maybe i will get the author's other book... Or follow my friend's advise and get a book of poems... Preferably by Shakespear...

NAH... Im too neighbourhood-bred to understand the highly levels of language... Stupid psle results... Caused me to end up in shss...

Wad to do...

No choice... Haf to return to my roots and start reading Ladybird Books again... Lovely

Trying to sell my english comics away... At actual value... Not at bargain... Any help would be appreciated...

Yeah

hub eyb!

U2 Returns To Town

2004-11-02T23:36:00.000+08:00

Got flaw's through the eyes, aerosmith's just push play, darwin's waiting room's orphan, 3rd eye blind's self titled, blink's self titled all for only 25 bucks... WAD A DEAL... ehhhh gramaphone rocks...

Plus placebo's once more with feeling...

STILL can't find dream theater's Live in Budokan

Roxy music here i come...

Today was damn boring larh.... Can't believe i last the whole day at pass office... The slackest day i haf EVER spent in NS... Whaoo... yup... Getting damn fat... Lucky i am gonna join my camp's squash team.. And get thrashed flat by other players... Hopefully it will help me lose fats... Note lose fats and not weight... Squash is the most exciting sport i haf played... Crazily fast and freaking dangerous... Everybody should feel wad it is to get hit with the ball at the back for ur head... Shiock ah

Ever felt that the future can only bring fear and hopelessness??

Exactly wad i felt today... Well at least frm the afternoon onwards... Found out my csm still kinda mad at us... Dun wanna let us take off... Den my driving test is next week... Think haf to use leave already... Sick... All my 2i.c. fault... whack him... Stress man... If tomoro turn out again i think i need to take a week off to relax already... Why are csm-es all so mean? Ok maybe dats cos that is wad they are paid to do ya?

On a side note... Iron Maiden's concert in Helsinki was soldout in 30 minutes... 12,000 capacity... If only they had held it in a bigger stadium... and why aren't they coming to Singapore??? Or even somewhere close like KL?

Tomoro back at guard room... gym in the afternoon again... then squash training in the evening... looks lyke im gonna be pretty tired...

WHY??? Why am i so free? Dat i can update this blog? Should be spending more time playing... GGeeeezzzzz...

Haaavvveeee toooo pplllaaaaaayyyy........ ..... ... ... . . . . . . . X_X

I Have A Filthy Filthy Room

2004-11-01T22:00:00.000+08:00

Strength Through Wounding

Woopee... Great Weekend... Well boring but great...

Spent sat waking up late and then going for driving lesson... which i did very well for... and then went to airport to meet racheal... HAHA... Was she in a crazy mood... My puny eardrums was on the verge of exploding to even tinier pieces... Den went to my cousin's house play game as usual but went home very early... Like at 11 pm... My sis fault if not we would have been at zouk helloween already... Say wanna play pool in the end nv play... In the end go home... The Only valley during the weekends...

Did some thinking on Sat nite and decided i had to spend my time wisely... So my current motto is "Play and then play somemore"... Wise huh?

Yeahh I noe...

Met cok on sunday after church... AND bought warcraft 3 RoC and Full Spectrum Warrior... FSW is giving me quite alot of sound problems... Can't seem to find the damn problem... But its ok... plannig to upgrade my com at the end of the yr... Athlon XP 3200 hopefully...

Anyways cleaned up my FILTHY room on sunday... Stacked my cds very neatly and threw away lots and lots of useless stuff... Now my 350 plus cds can be seen with outmost ease... The way i like it... Which makes me realise i have cut down ALOT on my cd expenditure during the past two months... Its for the better anyway...

Cds... My addiction... The entertainment delivered by listening to a new cd... Front to back in one sitting is great... more entertaining than, say... playing lan... Ok maybe not... But anybody share the same view? Well mine may be abit diff cos i listen to alot of metal records... On that note... why is it that nobody believes that i listen to metal music... well they cringe just hearing then i listen to hard rock... not to mention metal... Metal listeners need NOT have mohawks or long hair or haf a-thousand-and-one piercings... Now back to the topic... Everybody should be open to diff kinds of music... Wat u dun like doesn't mean that it sucks... So sometimes its best to keep ur insults to urself huh?

MAN U LOST 2-0... and chelsea sacked mutu

TOMORO pass office again woopee....
The MPs officially declared me the most wanted RP in pass office... I hope dats because i do a gd job plus i always help them... Not cos the others suck at doing pass office...

I seriously wonder wad the hell is happening back in the guard room.. After last weeks scolding... I am not sure whether any major changes haf been made these past few days...

NVM i will find out soon enough...

Oh well... Wc3 time...

Warcraft = Addiction

2004-10-30T02:53:00.000+08:00

Ah well... still suffering from slp deprivation... Tonite's the nite.. Where slp reigns supreme... Had a fantastic pass office today... Helped the MPs find a lost i.c. ... yup... They accidentally left the i.c. in its slot but placed the pass back into it... i.e. the card was supposed to have been drawn out but yet it was still in the slot... One brownie point... In fact i stayed back for 15 more minutes just to help control the situation... Two Brownie Pts... Doing gd deeds nv fails to bring joy not only to others but also myself...

Had a rendezvous wif charles and cok kok at tampines and proceded to katong to experience some lan gaming goodness... It was hell yeah fun... till like 1.45... Anyway kok got posted to taiwan for the rest of his NS liability... DAMN SIAN... Sad leaving next month... Haf to meet up a couple more times... Will definately miss his crazy antics... Tomoro driving lesson yea... Gonna get scolded for driving to fast again... Hope its not Salem... Hope its dat retired captain... Common tell me more MSD stories... And gonna meet my niece racheal.... OH man... Hope she doesn't keep scream as though she just went berserk, like she did the past, erm actually, everytime i see her... Makes me kinda pek chek (if u noe wad it means)... but in a gd way...

Wei zhong helped me bring my number 4s to his tailor to sew on my LCP rank... Better treat him lunch on monday... See dat is wad army friends r for... good army friends...

Too tired to say much... Some burnout 3 glory and its K.O. time...

Up The Volume... Nightwish * Once

Listening Up

2004-10-29T00:37:00.006+08:00

Jimmy Eat World - PAIN * Well done... Catchy

Shadows Fall - The Power Of I & I * FANTASTIC

The Haunted - No Compronise * Shockingly Good

Mastodon - Blood And Thunder * One of THE best songs i haf heard over the last few months

Ass day... csm came and made us turn out... cos my 2 I.C. went to complain that some of the RPs are not coorperating... ass... I haf to suffer though i did nothing wrong... Oh well dats wad army is all about... Getting misunderstood by ur officers...

And it had to happen just after my guard duty ended... which btw was my worst G.D. yet... No sleep and cos they whole damn guard room had nobody awake, including the guard com, during my duty... They took over 45 minutes late... Just amazing...Thank God tomoro is friday... Can't wait to go enjoy my weekend...

In the end i could only slp for 3 hours then i had to do RP duties... totally zero energy... TOMORO PASS OFFICE... YES... its much more peaceful there... So many things happening ard me... And my mind still thinking of a major set-back i had two days ago.. ok make dat three days cos its already past twelve midnite...

haaavvvveeee to sslleeeeppppp...

Puzzling

2004-10-26T23:06:00.000+08:00

Sometimes things just dun go the way u want it to go... U just can't help it...

Towels Are Wet

2004-10-25T23:57:00.001+08:00

Wad a great day... The gym and jog were absolutely fantastic... Haf to use more bombastic words from now onwards! My new aim... Although i felt lackadaisical throughout the day... Yup... I was kinda happy that the drivers seemed happy to actually see me... I was trapped in pass office the whole of last week... Was gate ic only once last week... Abt 80% actually smiled at me!!! Feels gd to be appreciated... Maybe its because i take the effort to remember all the cars and the ppl inside so it makes their life easier... i.e. dun need to check their passes too throughly because i know why and whether they can come into my camp... Today two of my RP friends caught malingering again... wednesday they haf to do guard duty HAHA... I am the only RP hu hasn't gotten a single extra yet... Trying my best to maintain that record... yea =)

Always tell urself u like to do the things u hate to do... U will then enjoy what u r doing...

Time Is A Great Magazine

2004-10-25T21:09:00.000+08:00

Well.. well...

sTRessful WeeKend... kept thinking of HoW i Was gOing to gEt drilled bY the bDe com...

Turned out it was just a 2Lt hu interviewed me... nice fella... he was kinda supportive of me... Said Most prob i will not be involved in the payment of the gate at all... Because it was totally the lady's fault... But he still has to interview the lady and see wad she has to say... I hope she doesn't say anything funny... I have a feeling she will say like maybe i pointed my finger at her or something... haiz its a crazy world out there

Oh well... fixed jimmy's com on sat... he was ass happy that he could play diablo 2 without his com hanging... and its all because he mixed his ram speeds and a certain graphic setting that will cause this graphics card to freeze... One brownie point 4 mi... He treated me to prata... haha went for church prac immediately after fixing his com...

Visited my grandma that evening... she is fine now... thank God...

Played a fantastic service on sunday... its been a long time since i felt so into the music... Somebody brought in a semi-new cymbal because the old one cracked so bad it was unplayable... I can guess hu did it already... Haha...

MAN U WON!!!! dammit

Went to play badminton and tennis after church... I suck at badminton... I suck at tennis too... Saw pastor hu, moses and ian there too!!! pastor hu was very gd at both sport... pleasently surprised... Aunty Lili and Uncle Peter could not recognise me because i looked so much thinner compared to last year... Felt accomplished Haha...

HAHA fergie got drenched in sandwiches and soup!!! HAHAHA

Haiz... went gym again with my overweight friends... today so crowded... very pai seh cos all carry so much weight... then we carry so little... NEVERTHELESS... i piah quite hard today... so its been quite a gd session... den found out someone pee-ed in our bunk on friday... disgusting...

JUST got grand theft auto san andreas... CAN'T wait to play it... Bet its better than vice city...

Tomoro pass office again... can talk cock with the MPs again... time to play some burnout... until next time

LCP Kang

2004-10-22T23:13:00.000+08:00

Got promoted to LCP today... woopee 50 dollars more to my pay... congrats

Gonna start a second hand game business wif my friend charleston... hope it works out...

Got into my camp's squash team... will be playing for them soon...

Spent a record breaking 4 out of 5 days of the working week in the pass office... growing fat

Gonna see the bde com on monday... the full col... Pls dun eat me

I love my life

Got Utada Hikaru's new dvd concert... didn't get the ayumi dvd... don't know why

Got the new shadows fall cd... Plus Jimmy Eat World's bleed america CD for only 8 dollars

Going to jimmy's house to fix his com tomoro... that guy sure needs help

Off to my cousin's house to stay over... gonna win in bomberman again... yea bring it on

Someone i know is down with fever... Some viral infection... Hope its not some nationwide epidemic or sumthing

I could use the mc though...

Thanks

2004-10-21T23:28:00.000+08:00

I would like to thank God for all the friends he has provided me with...

Thin, fat, smart, not so smart, regardless of religion, talkative, quiet, black, white, grey....

Army, JC, Chruch, Sec. skool, squashies...

All of them.

I'm Going To Court Soon... Sad

2004-10-21T21:50:00.000+08:00

Yep u heard it right... the lady hu banged the gate down yesterday didn't wanna pay... Even her grandaughter's parents didn't want to pay..... This sucks.. Big time

Probably have to go to court to testify?

Visited the Clementi Police Post in the afternoon, haha i was relieved of my duties so that i could make a report... Took 963 and wondered aimlessly around clementi central because the police station was hidden so well... Took me like... 30 minutes just to find the damn place... Found it in the end and waited 4 abt like an hour b4 it was my turn... But Yang called me half way through and told me NOT to place the report.. instead an internal investigation will be carried out first...

And dat means i will be involved... alot

Hate this

So much trouble just because an old lady banged the gate boom down...
It is true that she is old.. It is true that visibility was poor because of the extremely heavy rain... But so what? She banged it down... And her family should be the ones who pay for it! I know she is 70 years old... We can't blame everything on her... Afterall she is old and her eyesight is poor... but common it is HER fault... At least have the decency to pay for the damage done... Now i am the one suffering the repercussions of HER actions.

Sometimes events like this cause me to be ashamed of my nationality... The kiasu-ism and the "Im always right" attitudes are ass-holical... HAVE SOME RESPONSIBILITY!!!! And pls stop thinking only about yourselves all the time... Spare a thought for others
U think u can get away with everything? Wake up ppl...

Enough of my rambling...

Tomoro is pass office again... I really love doing pass office now... its peaceful and calm... But i predict my bde commander will want to see me... He is a full colonel... Scary

Gonna add some wierd stuff on my right tool bar... maybe a message board or something out of this world...

Cheers Everybody

Listening Up

2004-10-20T23:36:00.000+08:00

BUY... not download... BUY these songs... u dun want to get sent to jail

BUY

U2 - Vertigo * Love it when bono always purposely sings kinda out of tune when hitting high notes)

Sum 41 - The Bitter End * Not their first single BUT its a great effort in writing a metal song... essense of metallica can be heard THROUGHOUT the whole song... listening to the opening just reminds me of master of puppets... Try the song 'no reason' by them if u want something more radio friendly...

Sonata Arctica - Don't Say A Word * What can i say? Another great song from these power metal newbies... Sounding less like stratovarius and more like themselves...

Lastly

Rammstein - Reise Reise * FORGET their single Mein Teil... This track is great, just love it

~Over And Out~

I am now traumatised for life

2004-10-20T22:00:00.000+08:00

Wad a hellish day its been....
Well, its started off well... I found out i had no duty till 1520 hrs... which means i could do wadeva u wanted to do from 0730 hrs to then. Sounds great huh?
But greatest doesn't come without a price.

For those hu dun noe.. i am an rp [regimental police]

During my shift an ass car rammed through my camp's gate.

Sounds shocking? Its actually alot worse if u were there to experience it...
I was practically shaking... Totally absolutely shocked to the bone...
Im telling u i haf nv felt so insecure in my whole life...

While the next line may sound like a joke, i haf to tell u its not funny...
The driver was a 70 yr old lady... Yup... she was there to pick her daughter from the child care center... And yup i haf a child care center in my camp.. Rediculous? i Think So too
I gave the sign to open the gate... due to the heavy rain plus the constant treat of getting struck down by lightning, my sentry (btw its the guy who opens and closes the gate) was standing in the guard room while i was standing in the rain carrying on duty as usual...
He saw my sign... but even before he could open the gate, the lady had already rammed past the gate... oh well...

Its was pretty hard not to squeal like a small girl at that time... but i managed fine... For those who didn't understand the last statement... it simply means that i was scared shit
If u thought that was all... tsk tsk wrong...
Traffic was bad as it was peak period... cars coming from both sides and with one side of the barrier spoilt... HO BOY... sure was erm.. eXciting

If she was not an elderly lady i wouldn't haf hesitated to scream at her... But because she kinda had that nice aunty look i didn't scream at her and tot that i would haf an easy time talking to her... She den stopped at the side, while i tended to the traffic situation... but before i could even speak to her... SHE DROVE OFF!!! RIDICULOUS... bang a barrier down and drive off... seems like some hit and run incident yea?

I was half fuming... half freaked out... and the worse thing is that i couldn't remember her license plate number though i really tried very hard... i was simply too extremely traumatised... Next action? I coms my Rp i.c. bout the situation and soon the BOS and DO knew about the situation... They were like screaming through the walkie talkie... Though they knew it was not my fault it happened, they were also in a state of shock so they seemed like they were screaming at me at that time... NEVER in my camp's history had this happened b4... u could say its a first! Boy.. i am such a privileged soldier

Fortunately b4 they employed extreme security measures... the lady tried to get out the camp... Of course i did the sensible thing and stopped her dead at her tracks... and made her turn around... The worse thing was that during that period... A few of my camp's generals and colonels were making their way home and show the whole incident... Fortunately most of them could recognise me and being one of the oldest rps in my camp, they didn't point any fingers at me... Yet...

After she met with the BOS... business continued as usual... It was funny though... Just looking at the puzzled and shocked looks on the faces of those driving in, was simply entertaining...
My boss then drove by... My csm... The only officer i truly respect.... For a moment i thought he was going to scream at me... Well he didn't... He didn't seemed to shocked either... Just told me to get the civilian to pay for the damages... Haha wad a revelation...
Thank u Warrant Cheng for ur faith in me and giving me the benefit of the doubt

The amazing thing was that nobody scolded me at the end of the day... hope they dun blame me in their hearts for wad happened... even the BOS showed some sympathy for me... I was simply shaking when i returned to the guard room...

WAD A DAY...

Now back at home... still kinda shocked by the incident... Can't imagined it actually happened in front of my face... I could haf very well been knocked down if i stood in front of her car to stop her... Which i normally do to stop cars which try to barge into my camp... If not for the rain i could be injured now...

Not gonna do much now... prob spend the night trying to calm myself down... tomoro i haf to pass office again... Not that i am complaining... In fact i kinda like doing pass office now... at least i dun haf to handle crazy drivers...

Argh its a crazy life we lead... just the day b4 i was luving life... and after surviving yesterday's bout of flu, i haf to experience this today?!?!?!?!?!?!

I have to write a novel about this... I could be a millionaire

Feel free to comment about how ignorant i am for writing all of this because it doesn't interest u, cheers! =)

2004-10-19T22:28:00.000+08:00

I always believed in futures
I hope for better in November
I try the same booth, same lucky numbers
It could be a cold night...
For a lifetime
Hey now,
You can't keep singing endlessly
My darling,
How long until this effects me?

Say hello to good times
Trade up all the fast lines
We close our eyes while the nickel and dime take the streets
completely...

I always could count on futures
And things would look up,
And they'd look up
Why, so hard to find a balance
Between living decent
And the cold and real
Hey now,
What is it you think you see?
My darling,
Now's the time to disgaree

Say hello to good times
Trade up all the fast lines
We close our eyes while the nickel and dime take the streets
completely...

Sad... this blog looks pathetic

2004-10-19T22:16:00.000+08:00

Dun know wad to do with this blog... i can't configure much of it...
Too tired to search for an alternative now...
Was stuck in the pass office for another day... which makes it two days in a row already
Tomoro going gym in the morning with a couple of overweight buddies... feeling sick now... better slp early...

This is me Ed...

2004-10-19T01:18:00.000+08:00

The First Post:
Hey this is me ed... or ward... or kang... or Edward
Which ever u know me as k...
Welcome To The Ed-scape... I know its a lame name... but heck... i love it...
For starters... If u dun want to hear me complain or whine... Feel free to leave NoW...
For those hu r game for the ride... Enjoy

Some details:
First Blog ---- check
Not much interest in writing a blog --- check
Doing this for the fun of it --- CHECK
So bear with me if i make some noob mistake alright?

Oh Ya... if u know how to cr8 those mini-message boards at the side of the blog and how to place links at the top of the webby... Pls Ur help is greatly appreciated...

Enjoying thus far?

Full Name : La Pi "Pikachu" Xiao Xing
Current job : army

Now we pause for a moment to talk about army...
Well i am serving my N-ass now... so ya i haf like a job... whichs pays me like a sum of money... In fact Its quite alot!! I get around 350 DOLLARS!!!! Well... this is sooo enough for my meals and my bus fares... i feel sooo provided for... At least the government takes care of my finances
I m a happy boy...
Besides the incredible generous pay... I also get to enjoy being tekan by my commanders!!! Wow dun u wish YOU had the chance to suffer? I bet some of u r jealous now am i rite?
Yep so proud to be a soldier... Not to mention the chance to salute certain men hu u haf totally NO respect for!!! WOW an added bonus...
Ok i think dats enough of praising... have to get down to business...

Previous Jobs : Shps Student (St. Hilda's Primary School)
Comment : I am still proud to be from this school... just look at it now
Shss Student (St Hilda's Secondary School)
Comment : Was here that i discovered that i could actually study!!
TPJC Student (Tampines Junior College)
Comment : What can i say... the place where i really enjoyed life
Likes : Music... playing music... listening to music... buying music... Well If u r into heavier stuff (anything from heav metal to emo) feel free to message me if there is such a function on this blog... We could trade mp3s or cds... Sounds Great?

Wait I Think I will haf to stop here... probably need to cr8 a link to another page to pay homage to the great friends hu i know.... and another for ppl interested in trading cds...